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"CRESTFALLEN," on 20 October 2009
I'm crestfallen.
FLATTERER / SYCOPHANT / SWEET-TALKER / SPINELESS BUCK
I have learned now that while those who speak about one’s miseries usually hurt, those who keep silence hurt more.
How can i learn and follow my heart when it's waiting around for the rest of me to make the decision ?
I just wouldn't want to believe everything right now. But too bad. Its reality. It's the fact.
Please tell me. Why?
You no longer exist in my mind. A FIGMENT OF MY IMAGINATION.
Make me stop crying now. I cant' hold back my tears. Shit. I'm dying inside. I don't know what to do. Anger, sadness, everything is mixed up. I know it's no use, but you should mind your words. You're hurting me too much. All of it, yr sayings. It's biting on my skin. And my heart, is breaking into million of pieces. Why'd you do that? You were faking it all these while. I should've known you. You're sucha a flatterer. I shouldnt've trusted you long time ago. But i know, i know, it's done, over, and i can't do anything else but just forgive you and move on! It's really hard, for me to accept all these SHIT! You were like there for me most of the time but .. it was all a masquarade. PRETENCE! i shouldve know that! Oh, I'm so stupid. VERY STUPID. It's so spiteful to think about all the things that you've done to me. I was wrong, again and again. AND AGAIN. Someone! MAKE ME STOP CRYING PLEASE.
I know, it's useless to hate you, but please. Stop this crap.
I know, it's useless to hate you, but please. Stop this crap.
You no longer exist in my mind. A FIGMENT OF MY IMAGINATION.
These words weren't easy to say.
Girl who drove herself crazy with all these BULLSHIT.
