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"There's nothing i can do." on 14 October 2009
Dejected. Despondent. Downhearted. Downcast. Dismal.
I'M A FOOL.
I'm going nowhere. Seriously.
Please get me back on track. Lead me. Guide me. I NEED AN INDICATION.
I can't seem to figure out what's been bothering me lately.
I don't wanna attend school anymore.
Please get me back on track. Lead me. Guide me. I NEED AN INDICATION.
I can't seem to figure out what's been bothering me lately.
I don't wanna attend school anymore.
I wanna be alone at all times. But no, i want people to talk to me. I mean, i don't wanna be anti-social but, this is me. I'm just quiet. I don't really mix around that much. I want attention. But sometimes i don't. I don't wanna be alone. Huhh? NO. I WANT TO BE ALONE. Shit! Damn you Z. Why am i being like this? I can't understand myself. I wanna be happy like everyone else. I want to have those smiles you guys have on your faces. I want me, ME to lead a normal life. But why must it be me?Now, i'm crying inside. I don't know what to do. This ZHAKIRAH you're seeing in school, is not the real ZHAKIRAH. Well, i wanna be real! I wanna be who i wanna be. I'm living in a masquerade.
Now this feeling is spreading like a disease
(I fake another day and the wheel keeps turning)
This place is so pathetic
Doesn’t anybody get it
Is there anybody home?
There’s nothing left
We’re just a shadow of what we used to be
In the night there’s a fire in my eyes
And this paradise has become a place we’ve come to cry
When I open your letter, the words make it better
It takes it all away
Here we are, pretending we’re ok
(You can say what you want but you still can’t fool me)
The life we’re living, it’s all a masquerade
(I try to smile but I can’t remember how)
So how did we get so jaded
Is it so complicated
To not give up on me?
In the night there’s a fire in my eyes
And this paradise has become a place we’ve come to cry
When I open your letter, the words make it better
It takes it all away
When I need you
Wherever I run to
I know where to find you
It keeps me holding on
Whenever I need you wherever I run to
I know where to find you
In the night there’s a fire in my eyes
And this paradise has become a place we’ve come to cry
When I open your letter, the words make it better
It takes it all away
It keeps me holding on
When I need you
Wherever I run to
I know where to find you
It keeps me holding on
Once again I’m falling to my knees
(I try to escape cause I just can’t take it) Now this feeling is spreading like a disease
(I fake another day and the wheel keeps turning)
This place is so pathetic
Doesn’t anybody get it
Is there anybody home?
There’s nothing left
We’re just a shadow of what we used to be
In the night there’s a fire in my eyes
And this paradise has become a place we’ve come to cry
When I open your letter, the words make it better
It takes it all away
Here we are, pretending we’re ok
(You can say what you want but you still can’t fool me)
The life we’re living, it’s all a masquerade
(I try to smile but I can’t remember how)
So how did we get so jaded
Is it so complicated
To not give up on me?
In the night there’s a fire in my eyes
And this paradise has become a place we’ve come to cry
When I open your letter, the words make it better
It takes it all away
When I need you
Wherever I run to
I know where to find you
It keeps me holding on
Whenever I need you wherever I run to
I know where to find you
In the night there’s a fire in my eyes
And this paradise has become a place we’ve come to cry
When I open your letter, the words make it better
It takes it all away
It keeps me holding on
When I need you
Wherever I run to
I know where to find you
It keeps me holding on
How can i know if i've fallen for you?
