"What is the reason for all these?" on 17 October 2009
It's 12.55 now. And i cant sleeeeep. I know why but i just can't say it. Maybe i should forget bout him. It's no use. I'm no one! I'm fucked up. Hell yeaaahh. I'm getting from bad to worse and worse to... AWFUL. Urgh, oh my geeee. I know, i can't help it but it seems so wrong. It's getting nowhere, like i said, fucked upppppppp!
Results are SUPERDUPERPOOPER ATROCIOUS. What's happening! OMG.
English: 69.9
Maths: - (idk yet)
Science: 53
Malay: 70
Geography: 55.5
Literature: 72.5
ART: - (idk yet)
Yeah, now you know.
English! 0.1 more mark to get A2. BIGFUCK!
Science and geog are terrible. :/ BIGSHIT!
I know why. It's because of me, being so fucked up and i can't concentrate during exams! I DEPROVED! Yeaaahh. Okaaay fine, exams over, i can't take it back. I know i know. Serves you right huhhh zhak.
Okay, so back on the other problems. It has yet to be solved. I'm stucked and don't know what to do. HOPELESS! He's still lingering on my mindd. Like always. But really, i think it's no use at all. Throw him away outta my mind, and focus. I need to focus. Get rid of him and let him be a figment of my imagination. I should. But i can't. I don't really have the power to do that, still. I'm still missing him so much. Awwwww. I'm crying inside. Can't let go.
Lemme bear this feeling alone.
DREAMS THAT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO COME TRUE.
ZHAKIRAH
15
I'm not who you think i am.
"A heart that hurts is a heart that works."
thesweetest-revenge@live.com.sg
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