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"Happy fool." on 09 December 2009
I don't wanna call you a jerk. I don't wanna hate you. Yes, i don't hate you for all i know. But please, you're attitude disgusts me. Please change? Well, i know, you're yourself. You can't just change yrself because of me. I understand that but you really have to change for yr own good. For yourself.
Ohmygodd.
Yre just not the one i've known all these while. Godddd! Who are you? And where'd you go? I want the old you.But now, you've left. And there's no turning back for us. I'm gone, and you are too. Forget me, and i'll forget you too. Oh no no no. I am not forgetting you. People keep saying to me, i've gotta move on. Yes, i'm running away from you, and i'm moving on too but my heart can't find the peace, if i still keep thinking about you. My friend. I keep thinking that you're still here with me, and that you're still my friend. But that's just my imagination. My fucking thoughts. I need to go through all these with you, like we used to. I don't want you to go. I don't want all these shit. I'm not strong enough to bear this alone. I need that someone to talk to, to share things, to do what best friends always do together. But.. ohhhh god. Our journey just ends here.
