"Butterflies that flew away." on 05 December 2009
Things are just so complicated now.
I wish you could just understand me.
I want things like how they used to be.
So perfect.
I want all those times back when we were so close.
We shared almost everything together.
I understand you best, you understand me best.
But now, what happened?
Everything's shattered like an old broken glass.
Everything that we have build together, is falling apart now.
We went through lotsa rollercoaster rides together, even the most toughest one, and we ended up happily ever after.
But that was the past.
Gone.
Why can't we just become like in the past?
You should and must understand me, cos you always understand me best.
You once said that you are not letting us fall no matter what.
And we promised not to.
Hold onto your words please.
And now you said that you wanna leave everything behind, including me.
What's this?
You said we're just like the two butterflies in one flower.
But now, we're just like fireflies.
No more butterflies.
I'm sorry i said all those words to you.
Hope you understand.
We gotta fight this together, hand in hand.
Dreams are just dreams.
You gotta fight for it to achieve it.
I just want the old us back.
Don't say you're gonna wait for me.
Don't say you're not gonna give up on me.
I know, one day you will stop all these, and move on.
And i know, i'm sure that my feelings had fade away completely.
Its for sure.
I'M SORRY.
FOR EVERYTHING.
And i will forget all the bitter/bad memories of us and keep the beautiful ones in my heart and mind.
Xoxo,
Love me, leave me.
ZHAKIRAH
15
I'm not who you think i am.
"A heart that hurts is a heart that works."
thesweetest-revenge@live.com.sg
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