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"When there's nothing left to hold onto.." on 25 December 2009
SENTOSA WAS SUPER DUPER AWESOME.
"Day out." on 22 December 2009
Superb ,
Fantastic ,
Tiring day with Amalina.
Orchard > Ion > Wisma Atria > Taka > Paragon > Plaza Singapura > Tampines Mall.
Got scolded by some bxtch.
Followed mum and sis to somewhere then.
Super tiring day ):
Fantastic ,
Tiring day with Amalina.
Orchard > Ion > Wisma Atria > Taka > Paragon > Plaza Singapura > Tampines Mall.
Got scolded by some bxtch.
Followed mum and sis to somewhere then.
Super tiring day ):
23 December 2009 @ 8:20
I'm just gonna sit here, shake legs and wait until something blooms out.
Just stay true to yourself.
~~~~~~
I hate my hair.
I hate my hair.
I hate my hair.
I hate my hair.
I hate my hair.
I hate my hair.
What does it feel like to have lots and lots of freedom?
I'm just gonna sit here, shake legs and wait until something blooms out.
Just stay true to yourself.
;Who are my real, true friends?
~~~~~~
I hate my hair.
I hate my hair.
I hate my hair.
I hate my hair.
I hate my hair.
I hate my hair.
What does it feel like to have lots and lots of freedom?
"Inside i feel like screaming." on
It all goes back to the first kiss
It was the one I thought I'd never miss
Maybe we were one of the lucky ones
Maybe I'm just not quite string enough.
This was supposed to be the easy part
But breaking down is what I found hard
Now i'm wearing this smile that I don't believe in
Inside i feel like screaming
She gave me every reason to believe, I'd found the one
But my doubts somehow they sold me out.
I'm bruised and scarred
Save me from this broken heart
All my love will slowly fade and fall apart
Someone please sing this lovesick melody
Call my name If you're afraid
I'm just a kiss away
I'm finding out the hardest way
The consequence of every mistake I've ever make
Baby what's it like to be alone?
I don't wanna know, i don't wanna know.
So baby be honest
Is this what you wanted?
We lost what we started
And found out much more than we wanna know
About how we're letting go.
There were times i still think about you.
There were times i think about our memories.
There were times flashbacks haunt me.
There were times i cried thinking about them.
There were times i think how did we fall apart.
There were times i think of us being together.
Why did we fall apart?
Don't get me wrong, i've gotten over everything.
"BFFL." on 20 December 2009
Hai ! Guess who's here ? HOHOHO. Amalina's here ! :) And just nice 101 posts fr zhakirah . 100 is the mostttt accurate , i know . Okay im here to post something funny,happy & sad ): 2010 is going to start soon . Bye Bye 2009 . I wont be as happy as i am during 2009 . Time passed really fast . .. ):
We're going to be seperated next year , but hey we promised something right ? That's between u n
me . I wont break the promise & i hope that u wont break it too . I had fun with you this year ! :)))
Okay i still remember between the 1st week of school , u sat beside me during assembly & u asked
for my phone number & u asked me some questions . I also did ask you qns . We started sharing...
secrets middle of the year , whn you and me became very close . I am so thankful to have a friend like you . Okay we always laughed during art lesson , rmbr ? Almost every lesson we'll laugh. I still
remember during recess , we're in the classroom talking bout some show & suddenly u said e word
obek , and i fell down from the chair b'coz its funny & we cant stop laughing . And frm that time , we
started laughing during art lesson thinking about the word obek . And we sang the replay song &&&
chnged the lyrics . We even sang in front of ms farinna . hahahaha ! Whee , rmbr that time when we laughed
so hard till i swallowed the chewing gum . i was laughing plus tears came out .You panicked & asked me to
drink lotsa water . And we started to think negative things . HAHA. Ok there's one time whn ure really sad
about something. Its mid august if im nt wrong . I hope u dont think about it anymore okay :) I want you to
be happy . HEYYY remember the trip to the museum , we found out one funny word. Poleng . :D We burst
off laughing like mad women . Thn we nearly naek the wrng bus after that ;) Hmm ... Okay laast day of school.
ive no mood , im so sorry ): And i cried a million times just becoz of sth . Im sorry ): I kept thinking negatively...
and one more thing ..we're going to be seperated soon . Recess time , u didnt eat coz u see me crying in the clsrm
. Im sorry ): Whn the bell rang, we were'nt happy . We cried ): Ahhhh . im really sorry , i just cant take it anymr.
We msged about stuffs . And lotssa things happened abviously . I dont evn feel like going home that time . Hmm.
Zhakirah didnt went to Obs ): Awwh its okay . I missed her like hell whn i was in camp . Hate camp :X Okay we met up at the chalet & i was happy to see you :) Took lotsa pictures , our hobby ! blablabla .We didnt met a few fays after that . Thn few weeks aftr that we went somewhere ? Bugis ! :DD I had fun with u that time ! We wntd
to buy those dresses right ? :D OoKay Done . End of story . Zhakirah , im sorry if ive hurt ur feelings before . Forgive all my wrongdoings . Sorry coz im irritating at times . And i had fun with u the whole year . Im sorry if i didnt talk to u in school whn i haf no mood to do so . Im really really sorry . & smile always :D I love you very very very much . Please keep the promised we made . I hope you do okay :) And i miss you so much ! I miss those laughters ! I MISS YOU ! We're meeting on Tuesday , yay ! I love you honey . i know 2010 wont be the
same as 2009 , but stay happy always :D I PROMISE I WILL KEEP IN TOUCH WITH YOU FOREVER.
takecare Zhakirah my BFF :D
With love,
Amalina
"Happiness vs Sadness." on
Eveytime i think about 2010, my heart beats faster than ever :l
Why?
I'm not so sure.
It just freaks me out.
And now, i've cut my hair like an ugly mop on my head.
I swear its ugly on me.
Short, curly, what else?
Urghhh.
I want my normal hair backkk.
Pleeeaseee.
Okaaay i'm using lappy now!
I know, i'm not over-reacting or what but its the first time.
Not the first time using lappy lah but first time having a lappy in my family.
Pffffffft.
But still this is not my lappy.
Booooohoooos.
My sister got an iPod touch which is soo unfair.
Nvm, i'll get it next time.
And i saved the day yesterday.
I figured out everything about that iTunes thingy.
Wooo, zhakirah rocks.
Muahaha.
Joking!
Wow, using lappy is so cool. :P
Hahaha i'm so lame.
I'm chatting with Amalina now.
Talking about our memories during 2009.
The REPLAY song.
Hahaha.
During art class.
EVERYTHING.
I miss themmmm.
I miss everything.
2010 WONT be like 2009.
OMG.
"" on 19 December 2009
Someone is pissing me off.
It irates me.
FXCK.
It irates me.
FXCK.
"Boring friday." on 18 December 2009
Feelings are much like wave, we can't stop them from coming but we can choose which one to surf.
Jonatan Martensson.
Oh heyy, its friday!
Should i be happy or sad its friday?
2 more weeks until school re-opens.
OH MY GOSHHH.
I AM SOOO NOT LOOKING FORWARD FOR 2010.
I will miss 2009 ):
It seems that time flies so fast.
2009 wasn't what i expected it to be.
I didn't really had the moments the way i want it to be.
But, a lot of things were not planned, and it happened.
I didn't really expect it.
Oh well, things happened.
2 more weeks until school re-opens.
OH MY GOSHHH.
I AM SOOO NOT LOOKING FORWARD FOR 2010.
I will miss 2009 ):
It seems that time flies so fast.
2009 wasn't what i expected it to be.
I didn't really had the moments the way i want it to be.
But, a lot of things were not planned, and it happened.
I didn't really expect it.
Oh well, things happened.
Currently chatting with AMALINA and habbs-ing.
Bored.
I've created MySpace.
Haha, yeahs.
Forr funn :D
I'm getting really annoyed cos people playing habbo are mostly Malaysians! -.-
Wtf.
Nak conquer kerrr.
But i must admit, habbs is getting more boring each dayy though there's so many friends playing.
Hey the new Pepsi logo is nice.
The style.
I prefer this than the old one ^^
Its just sooo cool.
Bahhh, i'm crapping nowww.
- 1,750 songs
- 10 hours of video
- 10,000 photos
- Up to 30 hours of music playback
- Up to 6 hours of video playback
- iPod touch 3.1 software
- Wi-Fi
- Bluetooth
- Nike + iPod support built in
- Built-in speaker
- Earphones
NEEEEEED IT A.S.A.P please.
Or should i get iPod nano?
Hey, omg!
Habbo on FB?
Coooool or whuaaatt!
I can play both at the same timeee.
This is awesome.
Oooo, seriously cool.
"Art Of Love." on 15 December 2009
I'm still learning the art of love;
I'm still trying to not mess up.
So, hello there.
I've been kinda lazy to update blog.
No life, seriously.
Ahhh, should i go Malaysia with cousins?
Should i or should i not?
I don't wanna feel so extra there.
Parents are not going, so it would be just me and sis.
I wanna goooooo, buuuuuut....
Naz wants me to go soooooo soooo badly ):
Its so complicating!
A lot of things i needa think.
Hotel room, the car, a lot moreee.
Fxckkk.
I need options.
Okay forget it.
Hey, is twitter okayy already?
Its so screwed.
-.-
Sooo, lately, my life have been soooo dull.
I need a cure for it.
Mmmm, school's gonna re-open soooon.
Omigodd.
*shriekkks*
I don't wanna go schoool please!
But at the same time, i feel i wanna go sch.
Ahh, fickle-minded.
Haha.
Ohh yeyyy, i'm getting a lappy ;D
Eventho its for me and sis, i'm still happy :D
Its okaay, mum's gonna buy for me next time when she got enough money for it.
Yeaaa, bersyukur lah!
Haha.
Woooooooooo :P
Kay bye!
XOXO.
"Those times." on 11 December 2009
~HABBOHABBOHABBO :D
I am bored.
I miss people.
I miss merayap-ing with Amalina everytime after school.
I miss her.
I miss laughing with her.
I miss those times.
I miss everything.
Forget me not. ~
HOLIDAYS SUCK WHEN YOU GOT NOTHING TO DO AT HOME.
Rot at home all day long.
But sometimes i think, its better than being at school :P
RIGHT?
Hm, planning to go Funan Digital Mall tmr morning.
And then going cousin's house in the evening.
MAYBE.
HOPEFULLY.
I wanna meet Nazeha :D
What's in yr mind right now?
Nothing.
Who are you?
A human.
What are you doing?
Typing. IN THE DARK!
HABBO.
Who are you thinking of right now?
Someone who broke my heart.
What are you craving for right now?
SNICKERS.
Who was the last person you laughed with?
Sister.
Whyyyyyy are youu upset right now?
-.-
Who do you wanna meet so badly?
Amalina, Nazeha, some other peeps.
What song that is currently stucked in yr head?
We'll Be A Dream.
Are there anyone you're jealous of?
YESSSS. ALOT.
Heeh.
Are you having a crush on someone now?
Yeah.
What do you think of him?
Nice. Fun to be with. Kind. Not irritating.
Since when you had a crush on him?
Err, beginning of the year i guess.
Do you think he likes you?
Maybe not. IDK.
Who do you share secrets with?
Nazeha. And another someone.
Okaaaayy, forget it.
Outta questions =.=
I'm done here.
XOXO.
But sometimes i think, its better than being at school :P
RIGHT?
Hm, planning to go Funan Digital Mall tmr morning.
And then going cousin's house in the evening.
MAYBE.
HOPEFULLY.
I wanna meet Nazeha :D
What's in yr mind right now?
Nothing.
Who are you?
A human.
What are you doing?
Typing. IN THE DARK!
HABBO.
Who are you thinking of right now?
Someone who broke my heart.
What are you craving for right now?
SNICKERS.
Who was the last person you laughed with?
Sister.
Whyyyyyy are youu upset right now?
-.-
Who do you wanna meet so badly?
Amalina, Nazeha, some other peeps.
What song that is currently stucked in yr head?
We'll Be A Dream.
Are there anyone you're jealous of?
YESSSS. ALOT.
Heeh.
Are you having a crush on someone now?
Yeah.
What do you think of him?
Nice. Fun to be with. Kind. Not irritating.
Since when you had a crush on him?
Err, beginning of the year i guess.
Do you think he likes you?
Maybe not. IDK.
Who do you share secrets with?
Nazeha. And another someone.
Okaaaayy, forget it.
Outta questions =.=
I'm done here.
XOXO.
"We'll Be A Dream." on
Do you remember the nights we
Stayed up just laughing.
Smiling for hours at anything
Remember the nights we
Drove around crazy in love
When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Likes it’s all we have
To hold onto and we'll be a dream
Do you remember the nights we
Made our way dreaming
Hoping of being someone big,
We were so young then,
We were to crazy in love
When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Likes it’s all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream.
XOXO.
"Mistakes." on
You're no longer the person i've known all these while, that's why you should just go.
Go forever in my life.
Leave everything behind.
Leave me alone.
You don't really have to say anything.
Don't make is as if its a big deal, cos i ain't talking to you anymore.
I just don't know who you are.
Someone, please make me feel better. Cheer me up. Everyone's leaving me.
Why?
And, thanks for that someone who has always been there for me all the time and supporting me.
I'm just sorry i couldn't repay everything back.
I'm sorry too because i couldn't..
Just sorry for everything.
Go forever in my life.
Leave everything behind.
Leave me alone.
You don't really have to say anything.
Don't make is as if its a big deal, cos i ain't talking to you anymore.
I just don't know who you are.
Someone, please make me feel better. Cheer me up. Everyone's leaving me.
Why?
And, thanks for that someone who has always been there for me all the time and supporting me.
I'm just sorry i couldn't repay everything back.
I'm sorry too because i couldn't..
Just sorry for everything.
Just sit back
And tell me
I'm a liar for this
Don't roll your eyes
Rewind
This happens
Way too many times
So sit back
And tell me that your
Tired of this
I know
I'll grow up someday
But it's 2am
And I'm too high and dry
And I won't come down to
So when I come back
I won't say a word
I know
I've said this before
Don't speak, liar
No we won't talk
We won't say a word
I know
You've heard this before
Don't speak, liar
Sit back
And tell me why
I'm so prone to this
Do you think I'm fond of
Getting you and letting you down
And I'll get mine soon
So when I come back
I won't say a word
I know
I've said this before
Don't speak, liar
No we won't talk
We won't say a word
I know
You've heard this before
Don't speak, liar
And if the story ends here
I can't be surprised to find
Your eyes are open wide
And that I have inspired you
And when you come back
Don't say a word
I know
You've said this before
Don't speak, liar
No we won't talk
We won't say a word
I know
We've heard this before
And tell me
I'm a liar for this
Don't roll your eyes
Rewind
This happens
Way too many times
So sit back
And tell me that your
Tired of this
I know
I'll grow up someday
But it's 2am
And I'm too high and dry
And I won't come down to
So when I come back
I won't say a word
I know
I've said this before
Don't speak, liar
No we won't talk
We won't say a word
I know
You've heard this before
Don't speak, liar
Sit back
And tell me why
I'm so prone to this
Do you think I'm fond of
Getting you and letting you down
And I'll get mine soon
So when I come back
I won't say a word
I know
I've said this before
Don't speak, liar
No we won't talk
We won't say a word
I know
You've heard this before
Don't speak, liar
And if the story ends here
I can't be surprised to find
Your eyes are open wide
And that I have inspired you
And when you come back
Don't say a word
I know
You've said this before
Don't speak, liar
No we won't talk
We won't say a word
I know
We've heard this before
"Happy fool." on 09 December 2009
I don't wanna call you a jerk. I don't wanna hate you. Yes, i don't hate you for all i know. But please, you're attitude disgusts me. Please change? Well, i know, you're yourself. You can't just change yrself because of me. I understand that but you really have to change for yr own good. For yourself.
Ohmygodd.
Yre just not the one i've known all these while. Godddd! Who are you? And where'd you go? I want the old you.But now, you've left. And there's no turning back for us. I'm gone, and you are too. Forget me, and i'll forget you too. Oh no no no. I am not forgetting you. People keep saying to me, i've gotta move on. Yes, i'm running away from you, and i'm moving on too but my heart can't find the peace, if i still keep thinking about you. My friend. I keep thinking that you're still here with me, and that you're still my friend. But that's just my imagination. My fucking thoughts. I need to go through all these with you, like we used to. I don't want you to go. I don't want all these shit. I'm not strong enough to bear this alone. I need that someone to talk to, to share things, to do what best friends always do together. But.. ohhhh god. Our journey just ends here.
"So close yet so far." on
Sup!
Been busy past few days.
Went JB/Malacca on MONDAY.
It was okay.
Tried Fish Spa.
OMG.
Can't stop laughing!
FISH NIBBLES!
So ticklishhhhh.
BUT FUN :D
Got home at 12.
Tiredddd.
And obviously, i bought my bubble gummies!
Its a must! :D
TUESDAY;
Met Afiqah, Ashada, Bazli and Bazil.
Watched New Moon.
It was okaaaayy.
Afiqah and me waited for them cos they're late -.-
Hmmm, actually, i thought it was kinda awkward meeting Afiqah for the first time.
Cos we mostly talked to each other by MSN.
But things got better naturally.
Talked to her normally :D
Hahaha.
Kaaay WEIRD.
Actually it was fun spending time with Afiqah :D
Hmm, i didn't get to buy things cos parents fetched me straight away.
Sadddd, i still wanted to window shop with her D:
Hmm, then went somewhere with family.
Somewhere farrrr..
IDK where.
Bukit Timah?
Not sure.
Baaaahs.
Went to see some fishes/sea creatures -.-
Yea.
Nothing much.
And thenn, went around singapore to find places for eating.
All carparks were full!
And at last, Bedok Corner to mamam.
Saw SLEEQ.
Argh, they smoke -.-
K whateverrr uhh ey.
Hm, got home arouund 10 i think.
Slept at 2 in the morning.
Yesssss.
Sooo late.
I slept late these few days.
Actually, only during holidays.
Yeah, who doesnt sleep late during holidays?
Tell me who.
LOL.
Gaaaaahh, i'm feeling tired these few days.
I got like, 10 or more hours of sleep per day.
GREAT :D
But still tired.
-.-
Okaaay i'm rotting at home now cos i didnt go out today.
Tmr there would be tahfiz, and i can't skip anymore.
Didnt attend last tuesday's -.-
Maybe i'm going somewhere after that.
But i told Amalina, i'll see how things go first.
Cos mum wanna go out.
She asked about my iPod Nano.
GRINS!*
I wanna buy that iPod!
I think its $228.
Hmm yeah.
I'll just wait patiently for it :D
I wanna go out with AMALINA again!
Please please please!
URGENT!
Heeh!
I hope there would be another chance for it.
She's kinda busyyyy.
I wanna spend time and enjoy with these peeeps before school re-opens.
Arggggggggggghhh.
Current mood: RESTLESS.
Currently eating chewing gum.
Currenly uploading pics in FB but its sooooo irritating cos loading slow ah!
LAG!
Oh no.
I needa "work out".
I'm getting _
_ _ !
fat at fat.
GRRRRR.
K bye.
Went JB/Malacca on MONDAY.
It was okay.
Tried Fish Spa.
OMG.
Can't stop laughing!
FISH NIBBLES!
So ticklishhhhh.
BUT FUN :D
Got home at 12.
Tiredddd.
And obviously, i bought my bubble gummies!
Its a must! :D
TUESDAY;
Met Afiqah, Ashada, Bazli and Bazil.
Watched New Moon.
It was okaaaayy.
Afiqah and me waited for them cos they're late -.-
Hmmm, actually, i thought it was kinda awkward meeting Afiqah for the first time.
Cos we mostly talked to each other by MSN.
But things got better naturally.
Talked to her normally :D
Hahaha.
Kaaay WEIRD.
Actually it was fun spending time with Afiqah :D
Hmm, i didn't get to buy things cos parents fetched me straight away.
Sadddd, i still wanted to window shop with her D:
Hmm, then went somewhere with family.
Somewhere farrrr..
IDK where.
Bukit Timah?
Not sure.
Baaaahs.
Went to see some fishes/sea creatures -.-
Yea.
Nothing much.
And thenn, went around singapore to find places for eating.
All carparks were full!
And at last, Bedok Corner to mamam.
Saw SLEEQ.
Argh, they smoke -.-
K whateverrr uhh ey.
Hm, got home arouund 10 i think.
Slept at 2 in the morning.
Yesssss.
Sooo late.
I slept late these few days.
Actually, only during holidays.
Yeah, who doesnt sleep late during holidays?
Tell me who.
LOL.
Gaaaaahh, i'm feeling tired these few days.
I got like, 10 or more hours of sleep per day.
GREAT :D
But still tired.
-.-
Okaaay i'm rotting at home now cos i didnt go out today.
Tmr there would be tahfiz, and i can't skip anymore.
Didnt attend last tuesday's -.-
Maybe i'm going somewhere after that.
But i told Amalina, i'll see how things go first.
Cos mum wanna go out.
She asked about my iPod Nano.
GRINS!*
I wanna buy that iPod!
I think its $228.
Hmm yeah.
I'll just wait patiently for it :D
I wanna go out with AMALINA again!
Please please please!
URGENT!
Heeh!
I hope there would be another chance for it.
She's kinda busyyyy.
I wanna spend time and enjoy with these peeeps before school re-opens.
Arggggggggggghhh.
Current mood: RESTLESS.
Currently eating chewing gum.
Currenly uploading pics in FB but its sooooo irritating cos loading slow ah!
LAG!
Oh no.
I needa "work out".
I'm getting _
_ _ !fat at fat.
GRRRRR.
K bye.
You're not YOU anymore. You're just another stranger. A complete total stranger to me. I don't know you, and you don't know me. That's what you want, so be it! I don't wanna hear a single thing from you again. Just don't bother to text or call me, cos you're just wasting yr time. I don't want this to happen but you make it happen.
You're self-centered. Selfish. Egoistic.
Don't be sorry to me cos no one's at fault. TO HELL WITH YOU.
You're self-centered. Selfish. Egoistic.
Don't be sorry to me cos no one's at fault. TO HELL WITH YOU.
"Life." on 06 December 2009
Its like we're each locked in our own separate wolds, like each of us is trapped inside one of those colourful, shimmery small bubbles, able to see each other but not really hear each other.
Direct my steps for good in this world, all the days of my life.
OXOX
"All again for you." on
I'm not alone.
Remember that zhak.
I dont wanna care anymore.
That's it?
Okayy, be it then.
Be strong zhak.
Its the end.
No more you.
No more everything.
And yes, this is good for you.
For everyone.
For me.
Right?
Okay.
GOOD.
Whatever.
But this isn't goodbye.
OXOX
"Butterflies that flew away." on 05 December 2009
Things are just so complicated now.
I wish you could just understand me.
I want things like how they used to be.
So perfect.
I want all those times back when we were so close.
We shared almost everything together.
I understand you best, you understand me best.
But now, what happened?
Everything's shattered like an old broken glass.
Everything that we have build together, is falling apart now.
We went through lotsa rollercoaster rides together, even the most toughest one, and we ended up happily ever after.
But that was the past.
Gone.
Why can't we just become like in the past?
You should and must understand me, cos you always understand me best.
You once said that you are not letting us fall no matter what.
And we promised not to.
Hold onto your words please.
And now you said that you wanna leave everything behind, including me.
What's this?
You said we're just like the two butterflies in one flower.
But now, we're just like fireflies.
No more butterflies.
I'm sorry i said all those words to you.
Hope you understand.
We gotta fight this together, hand in hand.
Dreams are just dreams.
You gotta fight for it to achieve it.
I just want the old us back.
Don't say you're gonna wait for me.
Don't say you're not gonna give up on me.
I know, one day you will stop all these, and move on.
And i know, i'm sure that my feelings had fade away completely.
Its for sure.
I'M SORRY.
FOR EVERYTHING.
And i will forget all the bitter/bad memories of us and keep the beautiful ones in my heart and mind.
I wish you could just understand me.
I want things like how they used to be.
So perfect.
I want all those times back when we were so close.
We shared almost everything together.
I understand you best, you understand me best.
But now, what happened?
Everything's shattered like an old broken glass.
Everything that we have build together, is falling apart now.
We went through lotsa rollercoaster rides together, even the most toughest one, and we ended up happily ever after.
But that was the past.
Gone.
Why can't we just become like in the past?
You should and must understand me, cos you always understand me best.
You once said that you are not letting us fall no matter what.
And we promised not to.
Hold onto your words please.
And now you said that you wanna leave everything behind, including me.
What's this?
You said we're just like the two butterflies in one flower.
But now, we're just like fireflies.
No more butterflies.
I'm sorry i said all those words to you.
Hope you understand.
We gotta fight this together, hand in hand.
Dreams are just dreams.
You gotta fight for it to achieve it.
I just want the old us back.
Don't say you're gonna wait for me.
Don't say you're not gonna give up on me.
I know, one day you will stop all these, and move on.
And i know, i'm sure that my feelings had fade away completely.
Its for sure.
I'M SORRY.
FOR EVERYTHING.
And i will forget all the bitter/bad memories of us and keep the beautiful ones in my heart and mind.
Xoxo,
Love me, leave me.
Love me, leave me.
"Say hello to goodbye." on
Yoooo.
My com is back to normal!
Yippppeeee!
Well, past few days, had awesome moments with cousins!
Okay here it goes.
-1 December-
Tahfiz.
EARLY IN THE MORNING.
Well, i was late.
Hehh.
Sis and i decided to waste time, purposely go around Marine Parade.
Reached MKS at 11 plus.
But tahfiz was supposed to start at 9.
So yeah.
LATE.
Then bla bla bla.
Parkway Parade.
Banquet.
Shared 2 food with 4 people -.-
LOL.
Went Airport afterwards.
Slacked there.
It was great.
Went Airport just because of their Strawberry Yogurt Freeze!
I want more of that, man!
Arghhh.
Sooo effing nice.
Talked, talked, talked.
I cried.
I was down.
Cos my cousins, sis and i were sharing everything together.
And suddenly i let out some tears.
Okaaay im crazy they say.
Got home at 7.
-2 December-
BUGIISSSSSS !
With Amalina baby.
Tried lotsa dresses.
Gorgeous!
Then went home at 3 plus.
Went off to library alone then.
AND I SAW JJ!
HIM!
Like, imisshimsomuch.
As a friend.
Haha, we didnt talk, just said hi.
Cos he gtg.
And then we texted.
Seriously, the last time i saw him was last 2 years.
OMG.
Haha.
K, then went pasar malam with mum.
Then home.
-3 December-
Tahfiz > Esplanade > Airport(again)
Nothing much happened but it was the most incredible moments i had with my cousins.
Slacked somewhere at T3.
Took lotsa pics.
Videos.
I wasssss soooo over the moon bcoz of sth :D
Teehees.
And seriously, me and cousins were like psychos.
Laughed too much till my stomach hurts.
Yippppeeee!
Well, past few days, had awesome moments with cousins!
Okay here it goes.
-1 December-
Tahfiz.
EARLY IN THE MORNING.
Well, i was late.
Hehh.
Sis and i decided to waste time, purposely go around Marine Parade.
Reached MKS at 11 plus.
But tahfiz was supposed to start at 9.
So yeah.
LATE.
Then bla bla bla.
Parkway Parade.
Banquet.
Shared 2 food with 4 people -.-
LOL.
Went Airport afterwards.
Slacked there.
It was great.
Went Airport just because of their Strawberry Yogurt Freeze!
I want more of that, man!
Arghhh.
Sooo effing nice.
Talked, talked, talked.
I cried.
I was down.
Cos my cousins, sis and i were sharing everything together.
And suddenly i let out some tears.
Okaaay im crazy they say.
Got home at 7.
-2 December-
BUGIISSSSSS !
With Amalina baby.
Tried lotsa dresses.
Gorgeous!
Then went home at 3 plus.
Went off to library alone then.
AND I SAW JJ!
HIM!
Like, imisshimsomuch.
As a friend.
Haha, we didnt talk, just said hi.
Cos he gtg.
And then we texted.
Seriously, the last time i saw him was last 2 years.
OMG.
Haha.
K, then went pasar malam with mum.
Then home.
-3 December-
Tahfiz > Esplanade > Airport(again)
Nothing much happened but it was the most incredible moments i had with my cousins.
Slacked somewhere at T3.
Took lotsa pics.
Videos.
I wasssss soooo over the moon bcoz of sth :D
Teehees.
And seriously, me and cousins were like psychos.
Laughed too much till my stomach hurts.
LAZY TO UPLOAD MORE PICS.
EVERYTHING'S IN FB :D
I thought Amirahh would be coming to my house.
She said she's selling ice creams.
But she said nevermind.
Hahaa.
I miss this computer!
I wanna buy my own lappy.
I'll save my own money from now!
YESSSSS!
:D
Ahhh, i don't want 2010 to happen.
I don't wanna grow up.
I don't wanna become sec 3 next year.
)':
