"Ting ting ting ting ting ting." on 30 November 2009
SAW VI WAS AWEXOME!
Short post fer today :D
K, bye!
"Easy come, easy go." on 29 November 2009
HELLO.
Had an awesome day yesterday.
I don't know why am i feeling so happy yesterday :l
Basically, went out with cousins.
The usual girls.
Decided to go Masjid Sultan at first, but then i woke up late, so went Bugis.
SHOP SHOP SHOP :D
Bought a mood ring at Diva. Heh.
I've been wanting that for a looooong time alr -.-
Hm, saw some awesome stuffs there, but just didnt have enough money for it.
And and, something 'interesting' happened yesterday.
I was in a shop, buying some stuffs, and cousins were out, idk where they went.
So i walked out of the shop to find them.
Saw them, being 'interrogated' by some orange people :/
HAHAHA.
They want us to say some words for Team Singapore.
Sorta like wishes for them.
I didnt know what was going on at first, so i just nodded.
Like wtv lah.
So, they were like so happy about it, then they asked for the cameraman.
OHMYGODDDDD!
I was like, HUUHHHH? APER NIEEEE????
My cousins were freaking out. Plus me.
We were supposed to say, "ALL THE BEST, TEAM SINGAPORE!" at first.
And everyone was like looking!
In public laaahh hello?
Ah, then second time, we were supposed to say, "TEAM SINGAPORE, YOU ARE NO.1".
It was funny actually.
I was the one who stood right infront of the camera!
I knew what i had to say, but it came out all wrong.
I was shaking.
Yeah, first time in public.
What do you expect?!
I can't stop freaking out.
Baaaaah! :/
They said that it would not be shown on tv, so i thought it was okay!
It was one of the most embarrassing yet amazing moments of my life.
Haha.
Can't believe we just did that.
And then at last we got a $5 Fairprice voucher from them.
-.-
Yeah wow.
So moving on, after Bugis, went Iluma.
First time there.
It was.... empty.
Kinda boring there.
I kinda like the graphics, at "Everybody's Blond" shop.
Cooooool.
But it was still renovating.
Not open yet.
So walk walk walk.
A lot things happened but just couldnt remember :p
Hm, went library, and then Masjid.
I thought we were lost, but we ended up at Tiong Baru at last.
Greeeeaaat.
The mosque was sooo eerie ;l
I waited outside all alone while the rest performed their prayers.
I was sooo silent, so i listened to some music to break the silence.
Yeah, music. In the mosque.
I can't go in actually.
So waited outside.
Then went Tiong Baru Plaza.
Bought some stuffs there.
Nazeha bought a shoe.
Her shoe was seriously terrible.
Heeeh.
The salesperson seriously takleh harap lah.
He was sorta like "mat".
He seems to be shy i think cause we were all girls, and he was the only boy there.
Zzzzz.
Can complain yknow.
When Nazeha wanted to ask for her shoe size, he walked away.
Pretended by not knowing we were there.
So we became our salesperson by ourselves.
Looked for the shoe size, paid up, then ciaozxs.
Reached home around 10 at night.
Tired.
Used com for a while, and then slept at 2am.
So basically that was what happened yesterday.
The orang kahwin downstairs so noisy laah!
But the smell of food is sooooo nice!
I wanna go down and ask for some.
Haha, as if huh.
I'm not that kind of people. ;/
Oh, im sooo addicted to Halls sweets.
The new one!
Sooo nice.
Sedapppp lerrs :D
Hey,
I can't help it when boys break girls heart.
It hurts to see someone i love crying.
Whatthefuck.
He thinks we're like somekind of a doll?
Toys?
Well hello, we got a heart.
And it's not meant to be shattered.
Or broken. I'm maddddddd.
Ohhhh yes i am.
"Stop this love." on 27 November 2009
I think i'm falling for you.
I'm not in love.
Stupid.
Shucks!
Stop it.
I hate it.
I HATE LOVE.(Seriously.)
Falling in love?
FUCK.
I don't want this.
I gotta fight this feeling.
I wanna get rid of it.I don't even you.
Maybe you're just some kind of a jerk.
Yes you are.
I got that feeling and i know it, and i'm sure of it.
Stupid.
Seriously.
Omg.
I hate you.
Wait, i don't.
Oh wait, yes, i hate you.
I'm lost.Anyway, i kept crying while watching "I'm Not Single".
Argh.
Over and over again.
Pffft, wtv.
Maybe you're right.
We gotta move on.
And, I'm not coming back.
I wanna stop this pretence and get straight ahead.
I'm not gonna fall in love again.
EVER.
xoxo.
Labels: can't stop., Won't stop
"Lost in human nature." on 26 November 2009
Here i am, missing you now and forever.Come back.
"World behind my wall." on 25 November 2009
Pffft!
HELLOHELLOHELLO.
Currently i am doing nothing, at all.
HABBO.HABBO.HABBO :D
-21 November-
Went tahfiz.
It was so tiring, cos i had to go up and down to take wuduk.
Well, yeah i understand that they're renovating the place(MasjidKampungSiglap)
But the female musollah was so small, and at last i had to pray in class :/
LONG STORYYYY.
Okay blablabla.
Met Nazeha at Bedok Inter.
Saw Hock Chye and Vivienne wearing St John's uniform.
Wow, my sis and Nadiah covered/blocked me.
LOL, went library.
SOLAT THERE. (WOWWWW)
Then was being shoo out.
Kene halau.
-.-
Slacked at mac.
Like 1 hour plus? I think.
Uhm, i love the chocolate cake! :D
Kay nvm.
Erh, went home at 9 plus.
HAHA, i love the part where we stood in the middle of Bedok Inter,
and deciding where to go.
TALK TALK.
Tskkk.
Oh yes, WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO TEASE GIRLS WHO WEAR TUDUNG?
Like, they said, assalamualaikum, or whatever. =.=
-22 November-
Madrasah.
Hmm, went Airport.
Slack.
Eat.
Okay done.
-23 November-
NOTHING MUCH.
ROT ROT ROT AT HOME.
-24 November-
Can't remember what happened ytd.
HAHA.
ZOMG. I JUST CUT HAIR.
AND SURPRISINGLY, I LOVE LOVE LOVE IT.
"Common Denominator." on 21 November 2009
Umm hello.
I am not feeling well now ):
Ate a lot just now.
Cousins came over to my place.
Then we went straight to TM.
Watched 2012 with cousins and ate macs.
Omg, for the first time i ate mcSpicy and now, i'm sick because of it.
After movies, went out with family to chinatown, and then newton.
I ATE TOM YAM AND ANOTHER SPICY FOOD.
How can i not be sick.
Kept going to the toilet!
Stuuuuuupidd.
Diarrhea now.
Argggggh.
FCUK. =.=
Stupid spicy food!
I cannot eat too much spicy food. D:
Okaaayy, 2012 was great.
I love th show.
I cried at some parts.
Wow.
Haha, Razeef and Farhan were at TM too.
But didnt meet them.
I dont know what to post now.
BYE-BYE.
"It takes time to love." on 18 November 2009
THE 80th POST!
Hello humans on earth.
Today is a boring day.
Like always :/
Spent the whole day uploading pics on FB.
Oh yea, i've relinked.
PLEASE RELINK ME.
SORRY FOR THE TROUBLE AND THANKS.
I didn't know it would turn into a massive disaster. I didn't expect the worse from coming. I really didn't know you would turn up to me and say all those things. I didn't expect the unexpected. It turned out to be so wrong!
"How i wish .." on 17 November 2009
Salamz.
Yesterday's chalet/BBQ was great, but boring, but fun but okay.
Soooo, overall yesterday was okayokay :p
I had fun taking pics with Amalina.
I luv her cam. Boooohoos.
I really need one, but sadly no one's gonna buy for me.
So i shall save money and buy it on my own!
I went home around 8 plus.
Amalina and i really really thought that Ms Farinna and Mrs Lua would come
but in the end Amirahh told us it was fake.
I felt like a loser for trusting Adrian.
I really thought the teachers are really coming.
Pffft~
I slept in the bus. -.-
Was really tired, duhh.
Eventho i didnt really do anything at the chalet. Heee(:
Oh yes.
HAPPY 14 BIRTHDAY SRI HERLINA!
MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS.
BE HAPPY!
I am borrrrrrrrreddd~
I just feel like shit now.
Hmmm, i had fun talking to Ashada yesterday. HAHA.
I can't forget what you said.
Seriously.
One day, im gonna find out what you really wanted to say to me.
SOONER OR LATER!
Or i will bug you like hell. Muahaha.
Ohmygeeee, results are on Thurs and i totally forgot about it.
I had confirm my outing with Faisal on that day but at last i told him i can't.
Sorrrrrrry.
I seriously forgot all about it. Sorry huh.
Sigggggh.
I really feel like changing URL now.
But i can't think of anything right now.
SUGGESTIONS AGAIN PLEASE. :l
I'm signing off now.
You know what, i really don't wanna care anymore.
You can gettha hell outta my life cos' i swear, i hate you.
You are nothing but just a piece of shit to me.
"Enough is enough." on 16 November 2009
I AM TIRED.
Chalet was okay. To most of the people, it's fun for them. Had fun taking pics with Amalina, Marissa and Adawiah.
OKAAY , I WILL CONTINUE TMR.
And to Afiqah and Ashada, i really hope your own problems will be resolved sooon. Dont be sad.
I'll always be there for you guys (:
"You can't go just yet." on 15 November 2009
Di malam ini, Di Waktu ini
Ku masih terkenang dirimu
Biarpun tiada kau disisi, diriku.
Senyumanmu, raut wajah mu
Membuatku terus merindumu
Biarpun kau meninggalkan aku, cintaku.
Ku cuba tanpamu disisi
Ku cuba tanpa hidup denganmu
Meskipun ku tak mampu lupakan mu, kasihku.
Ku cuba tanpamu dihati
Ku cuba berhenti merindukan mu
Ternyata tiada pengganti dirimu, selamanya.
Sedetik ini, ketika ini
Ku masih memikirkan mu
Dimanakah dirimu kini, gadisku.
Andai aku, ulangi lagi
Cerita aku dengan kamu
Takkan ku menyakiti hatimu, bintangku.
Ku cuba tanpamu disisi
Ku cuba tanpa hidup denganmu
Meskipun ku tak mampu lupakan mu, kasihku.
Ku cuba tanpamu dihati
Ku cuba berhenti merindukan mu
Ternyata tiada pengganti dirimu, selamanya.
Kini...
IF ONLY YOU KNEW.
Labels: Ceritaku.
"Awexome moments" on
HELLO.I AM SICK!
Good right? HOW? Tmr chalet! ):
I need to recover soooooooon! -.-
Okay imma talk about yesterday night.
IT WAS FRIGGIN' AWEXOME!Okay, straight after tahfiz, my cousins and i went to my house, to solat first.
And then around 7, my uncle fetched us, and went Changi Beach! :D
It was drizzling when we got there. HAHA.
Then BBQ, celebrate uncle's birthday, eat eat.
I SERIOUSLY CAN'T STOP EATING YESTERDAY!
The chicken wing, the ikan pari with sambal(OMGOSH! :D), the kuih kaswi(MY FAV).
The chocolate cake was, okay. I didnt like it that much. HAHA.
The satay! YESSSS. I want more and more.
Hmm, i love the weather yersterday!
It was super cooling, especially at the beach.
WAS SHIVERING LIKE HELL. But i like. Wooooo~
Then i started to feel bored, since i got no one to text to, i decided to wander around with cuzzies.
I love the night walk. HAHA. Seriously.
Nadiah, Nazeha, me and sis just walk around, and then sis saw some kittens.
Farzanah: OMG OMG OMG! Kittennnnnnn! :D
Nadiah: OMG, ah2! Jommm!
Zhakirah: =.="
Nazeha: =.="
Nadiah: EHH I NAK ANGKAT!
Farzanah: Eh, nak amek makanan? Kasi kucing.
Nadiah: Jom ah.
Zhakirah and Nazeha: Kite tunggu sini lah. Malas!
Me and Nazeha started to walk back and forth, waiting for them.
And then, tired, i started to squat down in the middle of the pathway. HAHA :D
It was in front of the public toilet. HAHAHA!
Then talk talk, suddenly Harith appeared outta nowhere..
He was like sweating and panting.
Blahblahblah, talk talk talk...
Nadiah and sis came back with fooood. HAHA.
Shall not elaborate more.
Then Nadiah asked Harith to stand in front of me while i was squatting.
She asked Harith to do some acting. LOL. WTH.
Then took some pics.
PEOPLE KEEP LOOKING AT US. =.=
Then everyone played bunga api.
IT WAS , OMG , SOOOO FUN !
We burnt things .. HAHA ..
Kaay i know , childish laaah kan , but it was seriously fun.
Okay next part, night walk with Farah, Hazim, Hafiz, and us, (NNFZ.)
We walked from our pit , all the way to Changi Airport.
FAR/TIRING but FUN !
With the cold wind, strolling around 1 plus in the morning at Changi Beach was soooo great.
And then the 'SIMPUL BIAWAK' attacked my toe. HAHA.
2 times sia.
Sis started to step on my foot, several times.
And i accidentally screamed. Hehh.
Yeah very loudd.
Kayyyy, then keep on walking and walking.. And then we patah balik.
Played the swing along the way. Hoho.
Kay then skip, skip.
Ending part, everyone wanted to take a group photo.
IT WAS SO FUNNY!
We smiled for like about 5 mins but the camera still didnt work.
Uncle, uncle, nak buat kelakar pagy2 bute.
Then they were like a lot of mat-s, passed by.
Then my mak cik said, "Ahh tu mat mat, surolah amek kan gmbr."
"Ish ish, mat nie sumer, tak tawu nak balek!"
HAHAHAHA! I was like grinning away.
At last everyone tried to deal with the camera but still cannooottt.
Then one of my mak cik used her own camera.
YESSS ATLASTTT! LOL!
Heh, i love playing with the sand.
Even though throughout the whole BBQ im not really in the mood, it was enjoyable.
Went home around 2 plus, and then i slept at 2.45
TIREDDDDDDDDDD!
Woke up at 9, cos i gotta go madrasah.
EXAM EXAM EXAM!Can't concentrate cos i got flu, and was damn sleepy.
Sighhh.
I screwed up both paper, Arab and Akhlak.
WHO CARES LAAAHH.
Okaaay, whatever, bye.
PICTURES UPLOADED IN FB. TQ
"Suffer in silence." on 12 November 2009
i tried to be perfect but it just wasn't worth it.
So.. hello. I know, lotsa pics up there. HAHA.
Yesterday was uber fun talking to Amalina till late night. I mean till morning.
Laughing withh her feels soooo great. It really reminded me of the moments we had in school. Awww. I miss her. I miss her laughter. HAHAHA!! Okaaay, weird.
We laughed because of some photos in FB. Gonna shusssshh now. Haha :DD *winks.
I decided to teman her until she gotta go, and then i log off. Hahaa!
I miss that cute girl so muchzxs! ARRRGH.
But hey, i'm meeting her on MONDAY! YAY! :D
I can't wait till MONDAY!
Speaking of class BBQ, i'm going picnic on SATURDAY with cousins, and family.
But mum's not coming D: Hahaa. At least sister is following!
ZOMG. I really can't wait! AHHHHH. *exaggerate
I'm so gonna have fun! 2 more days!
And then Monday class BBQ! How greaaaat! ;D
Wootzxsx!
Okaay i am bored .
Let's talk. Okay i forgot what to say. :/
Just now at home was great.
I had the computer all by myself! HAHA.
I was alone at home, and i cried.
I was watching Front Of The Class, and then suddenly i broke down.
I love the show. It's about a guy who suffered from Tourette Syndrome.
OMG, so sadd D:
Especially when everyone in his class laughed at him because of his ticks.
Brad Cohen was ridiculed, beaten, mocked, and shunned.
Children, teachers, and even family members found it difficult to be around him.
It was so sad! Sigh. OK, i should stop it.
I watched Joshua too.
Can't really understand the story that much.
I dont know why it was rated 16 for horror.
Maybe the story wasnt scary for me.
It really wasnt scary actually!
Its about a kid who was jealous because his parents gave more attention to her newborn little sister than him.
And then he started to terrorize his family.
Found out that actually he was abused. By someone or something, idk.
I dont really understand the story. Heh.
Hmmm, currently texting Razeef and my cousin :D
WOW. I miss them badly. Sighhh.
I'm currently addicted to Pieces by Sum 41.
I just love the song. Sighhhh. Meaningful lah.
I feel like hugging someone now. You know who. (;
Sadddd uh. I miss you ):
And i was sure about my words okaay. Believe me. :D
I MISS A LOT OF PEOPLE.Hope i can meet you guys some day ):
Oh yes, PENYAPU SUCK.Amalina, and some other people, you know who!
He's pissing me off.
I HATE HIM!Haha, my sis cut her hair
SHORT just now.
It looks okay to me, but she keeps complaining and its really pissing me off. Real badly.
I told her she looks like a minah when she ties it. And then she keeps exaggerating. HAHA.
I'm a meannnnnnnnn sister! Actually she doesn't look like minah at all. I was just scaring her. >:)
HAHA. GOODLUCK WITH YR HAIR SIS! MUAHAHA!
Camwhore at home just nw. Heeeh. Soo fun :DD
Pictures are above.
WOW! LONG POST!
K ah, byeeee!
If you only knew i'm hanging by a thread
The web i spin for you
If you only knew I'd sacrifice my beating heart
Before i lose you.
I still hold onto the letters you returned
I swear i've lived and learned.
Labels: I wish you were here with me.
"Memories will last till the end." on
Hey, its 1.40 am in th morning and i'm still chatting with Amalina.
We laughed , hell yeah alot just now . Hahaha . Funnn ! Th pichas !
HAHAH ! Imma off com and go to sleep at 2 am :D
I'll continue tomorrow / later . Sweet dreams !
Take care yo . LOL .
GOOD MORNING ! / GOOD NIGHT <3
I LOVE AMALINA SO DAMN MUCH (L)
XOXO ;
"Feelings are forever." on 10 November 2009
No matter how much I need you, want you or miss you, I know that I can't be with you and that we don't belong together...
I'm sorry ~
Labels: You're playing hot and cold on me.
"In the pain, there is healing." on 09 November 2009
Broken by Lifehouse <3I love the song ! SO SO SO MUCH .Hmm , holidays are boring when you just sit at home , stare at the computer for a long time , and then just watch teevee . AND ROT TO DEATH . It sucks ! Hey , i miss school ! Eh wait , i don't!
I need to go to the hospital again . But i need a letter from the polyclinic first . Sigh . Troublesome . I'm just being random here -.-
Oh yes , Masyitah ! The cute cute girl :D She was my friend during primary one ! We've lost contact for like 7 years and now we've started talking :D Greaaat ! Haha ! I miss my primary school moments . I miss my friends from Madrasah Al-Maarif , Madrsah Wak Tanjong and East Coast Pri ! D:
Okay nevermind . Masyitah told me , i like to bully people when i was primary one . WOW . Shocking much ! I was apalled . HAHA ! I can't remember i like to bully people ? Amazing . Hahaha ! Sorryyyyy . Yeah i know , i was in primary one . I was just a little kid then . I can still remember , primary one - i love to cryyy so muchhh ! Haha . And once , during recess , there's a bird shit on my tudung . And the bell had rung , and i didnt know what to do . So i broke down , then a girl helped me . WTH ! So gembeng ahh me ? Hahah ! I WAS PRIMARY ONE FOR GOODNESS SAKE ! Haha ! Miss those times . And primary two and three i changed school for some reasons . HMMMM .. Primary four changed school AGAIN . To East Coast Pri :D I love that schooool ! :DD
I'm going out tomorrow to meet Nadiah ! YAY :D Haha i'm gonna lend her a book . She said she wanna read it . DUH . Where Raninbow Ends - its a great book ;D I think i'm gonna end the post now by saying , I MISS AMALINA SO MUCH . Hahhaha ! ;D Don't forget the promise aye ! HAHAH ! K , lame!
BYE !
Labels: I'm falling apart - barely breathing .
"You can spend your whole life holding on." on 08 November 2009
Problems come and go.
"We just had another tough roller-coaster ride. It was a tough one but we made it.
Your hand still holding strong in mine .''I wish, i wish i wish.
I think you should stop lying for now and just tell the truth.. Stop pretending.
"It ends tonight." on 07 November 2009
Heyy. Well, i've been busy these few days. (: AT LASSSSTTT HUH!
Went out with sis to Plaza Singapura yesterday night. Waited for mum to finish the seminar thingyy, idk- At Concorde Hotel. So me and sis decided to shop at Plaza Singapura.
It was plain boring. Seriously. We were like 2 perempuan sesat there. Walk around, go up, go down. WTH. Bought a bracelet and sis bought a ring. AHEM AHEM* :P Okay, at around 9 plus, we decided to go for one last round. And then went off. While walking to Concorde Hotel, around The Istana there, me and my sis were like laughing away because of something funny. Yeah funny. duhhhh. And then... okay whoops. Shall not elaborate. RACISM.
Hmm, was not in the mood to shop actually. Something bad happened. Well yeah, until now. FCUK.
-7th November (just now)-
GEYLANG(to eat) > CENTRAL > SGH .
Went Singapore General Hospital. WOW. The place has changed! Well yeah, i think it has been 5 or 6 years since i went there. Hahaa. The letter box that moves thingy was still there! :D I'm amazed. Hmm, shall not say the reason why i went there. :/ Shhhh. Uh, met my mum's friend. Salam, and then my talk2. She was my aunty's friend. Okay nevermind. She brought her son. OMG, HER SON IS DAMN FREAKING HOT.
Haha, i can't help it. Hmm, and then my sis and I laughed about something dumb. Laughed till i drop. I mean, I rolled on the floor laughing. WTH. :DD It was funnn. Hahaha!
Ate chicken wing. HAHA. And the tea was super hot! Ate the sugarrrr and i got high! :D
Woooooooo! OMG, I CAN'T FORGET ABOUT THAT THING. Okaaay nevermind. HAHAHAH!
OMG, I saw a cicakkkk. BIG BIG ONE!
There's like damn alot of cicak in my house! And they're freaking noisyy! Haha. My sis banged the cupboard. The cicak-cicaks live up on the cupboard. Yeah, ew. Alot of shit too. Obviously.
-.- SOMEONE LIKES MY LAUGH! YAY. HAHA. ITS CONTAGIOUS! :l
The song Go - Boys Like Girls is stuck in my headdd ! HAHA. ZOMG, I miss Amalina! ):
"Over-reacting" on 06 November 2009
You guys really don't know anything about it. I'm so sick and tired hearing this stuffs. I just don't wanna be involved anymore. PLEASE. It's killing me. How am i supposed to remain calm, when everytime this bullshits keep happening?
FUCK EVERYTHING. Thank you.
Ijustwannabealonefornow'
I wish i could;
I wish i could;
I wish i could;
Its fun for you guys but its hurting me so badly. Stupid! You just can't see people being happy can you? FUCK YOU!
And how could you? All these while, i trusted you so much. I never knew this would happen. I was dumbfounded, when suddenly.. Ugh! This is really bullshit. I hate you now. And i realised, i was dumb, SO DUMB to forgive you after all the wrong things you've done to me. I was stupid. And you are too. Just soooo stupid! Get it. So much for your, ohhhh, i trust you, dont worry, nothing's gonna happen, i'm not gonna let us fall apart after everything we've been through. OMG! And now, you're just accusing me. You're talking shit. I swear that i never like him at all. Not even once i liked him. WTF is wrong with you? He was the one who texted me, and told me some bullshit about you, and you're blaming me. OMG! Okay you know what, you're right. I should just go. Away forever in yr life.
Happy now?
What the hell is wrong with people nowadays ?!
Bad things happens, and it would just keep happening. But hey, we''re not gonna fall apart. You know that. You promised. And i did too. But what now? You're just giving me a piece of shit! Where' d you put all your words? You threw it all away? WOW. Great. Sooo great. Oh yeaaa i'm mad. SOOO MAD, that im not gonna talk to you.
BIG DEAL HUH ?
SORRY IS JUST A WORD! APOLOGIES WILL NOT BE ACCEPTED.
And oh, i'm not the LIAR. You are!
Labels: Dumbass;FOOOOOL
"EDITTED." on 03 November 2009
CAFE WORLD! \m/
HELLO! :D
MTV's From G's to Gents are aweeeeesome. Riff Raff is kinda hawt. xP Haha, i like the name too. RIFF RAFF C: Coooool. Okay forget about that. GUESS WHAAATT? I... I......... am bored. (: So mundane. Please, i needa do something besides using the com every single minute. I was thinking of going cycling or roller-blading tomorrow with sis! :D How's that? Waaait, i neeeed money money money. Awww, i don't have enough ):
I want my friends to come back! OBS OBS OBS. I hate you OBS. I miss my friends! I wanna go out! ): Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh COME BACK SOOON! I miss texting you people. I miss texting you-know-who. D: I need you-know-who so badly. Zzzz. Camps suck! Grrr. I hate camps. But but, i got a reason why i didn't attend OBS. (: Personal reason. NO ONE KNOWS except family.
Hais. Amalina, Yasmin, i misssssss youuuuuu! so so so much. Haha.
Moving on.. i can't believe i'm going 15 next year! WOW. It's like a blink of an eye. Time flies so fast. Sometimes i feel that i'm scared, sometimes i feel that, WOW, sec 3 seems so fun! But hey, its a tough year. I really gotta study hard and no more slackingg, spending hours on the computer anymore. I wanna get good grades. I regretted my sec 2 life so much. I just wished that "THAT" didnt happen, and i would concentrate on my EOY. Sigh. I GOTTA WORK EXTRA HARDER NEXT YEAR, STARTING FROM NOW ONWARDS. :D
I wanna learn how to create my own poems :D It's fun and interesting i suppose. Right? TEACH ME! BUT! i gotta improve my English first. My vocab especially.
| Dreams are today's answers to tomorrow's questions. |
- Edgar Cayce
ITS SO TRUE!
DAFFODILS.
I wandered lonely as a cloudThat floats on high o'er vales and hills,When all at once I saw a crowd,A host, of golden daffodils;Beside the lake, beneath the treesFluttering and dancing in the breeze. Continuous as the stars that shineAnd twinkle on the milky way,They stretched in never-ending lineAlong the margin of a bay:Ten thousand saw I at a glance,Tossing their heads in sprightly dance. The waves beside them danced; but theyOut-did the sparkling waves in glee:A poet could not but be gay,In such a jocund company:I gazed---and gazed---but little thoughtWhat wealth the show to me had brought: For oft, when on my couch I lie In vacant or in pensive mood,They flash upon that inward eyeWhich is the bliss of solitude;And then my heart with pleasure fills,And dances with the daffodils.
"No real love in you." on
(Swensens Airport)
WOW, LONG TIME NEVER UPDATE!!! Sorryyyy. I'm kinda lazy to blog. Okay now, I'm bored. I think im gonna be sick D: Everyone's in camp! I'm super duperrr bored!
Okay, my life.. i can't find the perfect adjective to describe it but my life's been okaay but boring.
I got my phone back ! That's one thing to be happy about :D The other is .. oh wait . I don't have another thing to be happy about. Okay nvm. I'm just hoping OBS camp would end now, this moment, but that's just a wishful thinking part of me. I really wanna go out. ):
Anyway, let's talk about 2010. My results were like shit this year. I regretted slacking, playing around, and not studying. I really regretted. I wanna take A maths next year, but i got 67% . I think that's okay , but hopefully i would get it. The criteria for taking A maths is 65%. Yeah, just 2%. I SOOOOO HOPE THAT I WOULD GET A MATHS! D: D: Overall, my results are sucky. The remarks Ms Farinna gave was mean. :/ Nvm, lets not talk about it. My mum was pissed -.-
Anyways, anyone wanna catch a movie? I wanna watch
2012! :DD ANYONE ANYONE? Haha. Tell me if you wanna come along. :D I'll be waiting! HAHA. Talking about movies, I've watched
Jennifer's Body; AND ITS FREAKING AWESOME YO! Eventho its goryyy, its really great!
Megan Foxx was amazing! :DD I've watched
The Final Destination too. (Thanks Amalina fo the website! :DD) I think i could understand why it was rated M18. Its super gory! I wanted to puke when i was eating and watching the movie. I know, i'm pathetic. HAHAHA! There was lotsa bloooddd, and fleshhh, and blooodd again. Ewww. You can see that its really fake actually :/ Haha! But, overall, Jennifer's Body and The Final Destination were REEAAALLYYY GREAAAATT . AWESOME .. FANTASTIC .. INCREDIBLE .. :DD
Soo, now currently i'm chatting with Faisal. Hmmmph. I AM BORED ! Cafe World is getting lamer and lamer :/ Hais . Nothing to do ! WOW . Holiday sucks . Well well well .. you know what . i hate someone ^^ URGHHHHH . WTF LAH :L Okay its okaaay . Patience is a Virtue.
Yeahh never mind. I'll f0rget about it . I'm not talking to him/her !
I'm addicted to BIG BANG songs . Hahaha . My Heaven is really nice and i love it so much ! <3
It means everything .