"i said , be laconic ." on 28 September 2009
it feels like i'm just a nobody .
it gives me the jitters to know what's going on now .
i don't even know what's happening to me .
i can't find the right words to say / i can't let it all out to anyone /
i want you to understand me , but it seems like you're running away .
i can't talk to you or even anyone . so what should i do ?
i missed the halycon days when i was carefree , jubilant , and had nothing to worry about .
i'm suffering from melancholy -
i'm confused .
i'm lost .
i'm mixed up .
i'm
hurt .
i'm bereft .
i'm feeling different kind of feelings .
i'm INCONSOLABLE .
please , make things easier for me .. i ain't perfect . you obviously know that .
or maybe i should just go ..
or maybe ..
you're just a figment of my imagination ..
"FASCINATION." on 25 September 2009
I never knew this could happen to me.
HELP!
"Zzz." on 14 September 2009
Oh no, today's not my day.
Bye uh!
Oh ya, and just now was okay. I SAID OKAAAAYY. Nothing more.
And ooh, the book Love Dreams is great. I simply love it.
Alright, bye.
"Boo/ Yay for today." on 12 September 2009
HAHA, he updated my blog. LOL.
Its really boring right now.
Can't think of anything to blog abt. Grr.
BYEBYE. :D
"Jumping Pandas" on 11 September 2009
Hey its me! The 'Him' guy,updating for her...she's sick and lazy...
I don't know what to say..never blog before...
I like pandas!
Bye!
"expect the unexpected" on 09 September 2009
HELLO, I'M 14 TODAY. (: HAHA.
FIRST AND FOREMOST, THANKS FOR ALL THE WISHES GUYS. I LOVE YOU ALL <3333
I'M STILL SICK, YES SADLY. BUT A LIL BETTER NOW.
I MISSED 4 DAYS OF FASTING, ZZZZ. ZOMG.
GRR, HEADACHE -.-
PEACE OUT ^^ BYE-BYE
"oh gosh, sick!" on 07 September 2009
SICK :/
LAZY :/
HEADACHE :/
COUGH :/
FLU :/
K bye-bye d:
( made another blog - shattereddreams.onsugar.com )
"trying to accept reality" on 03 September 2009
THANKS GUYS FOR CHEERING ME UP. YOU WERE THERE ALMOST EVERY TIME, EVERY MOMENT. TO YASMIN AND NADIAH, THANKS FOR BEING THERE WHEN I NEED YOU GUYS AND ALSO THANKS FOR THE ADVICES YOU GAVE ME. AND NOT FORGETTING AMALINA. ILYSDFM <3
who should i trust? them or him? i'm shot to pieces! oh god. help me. i'm in denial. who should i believe? he's mad.
"said you're gone, forever?" on 02 September 2009
-Went school, obviously.
-Went library with Yasmin & my baby (figure it out yrself who is the person) HAHA! :D
-Went home.
-Went library again, with Yasmin. Heeehee. We hid our books somewhere.
-Then met my sis and went NTUC. (my dad gave me the NTUC vouchers and asked me to buyy -.- ) Can't go alone, cause tired and i need someone to help me carry those heavy things. :/
Texted him, but didnt reply. LOL. He was sleeping. ZZZZZZ. Hahaaa :P
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Now, STARVED, DEHYDRATED, EXHAUSTED. K, gonna buka puasa in a few minutes time. SABAR, SABAR. TAHAAANN!