"mixed up," on 31 August 2009
Sch was okay. Dancing sucked. Concert was fun. Laughed with Amirahh cause it was damn funny. YA DUH! Then? Amalina didn't come D: She's sick.
GET WELL SOON HUNNEY! Feeling crappy now. T.T No mood. Kay, bye-bye.
I gotta move on. But not like this. And wait. Am i over him? Why did i cry? Why do these tears keep streaming down my face? Am i jealous? Well, no i'm not. I dontknow!!! It's all mixed up! Jumbled up. Ugh. How am i supposed to carry on like this?
"1143 items. WOW?" on 29 August 2009
HELLO, HI, HEY.Today was okay. First thing in the morning, text-ed him. And another person said good morning too. It wasn't that shocking -.- Hmm, went tahfiz, and i finished the whole Juz Amma already, but needa go for the test. YAY? LOL, Must i be happy? Then took photos while waiting for the bus to arrive. It was
CRAAAAAAZYY! Haha, then afterwards went Library and borrowed books. Currenly reading The 25 Pains of Kennedy Bains by Dede Crane. It's kinda interesting yet difficult to understand. HAHA. LOL yeah like what he said, i love to read complicated books. (: Ah then went off to babysitter's house to take the baju that my mother tempah the other day. But i stayed up a little while to play with the kids. HAHA. Then talk talk 8) Took some pictures of the kids too. Hahaha!
I'm so happy cause i got 2 baju raya yg dah siapp! HAHAH. WOOOOO :DD LOL. Around 6 plus called my mum and she sounded like she just woke up. HAHAHHAHAHHA! Yeahs actually she just woke up. She sounded so funny. ;) heheeee. Then i laughed. She never say anything, so i put down the phone. LOL. Kinda annoying. Then got home, bathed, and tried the baju kurung! So freakin nice! :DD
And wowwwwww! It didnt rain the whole of today. The weather's soo hot! ARGH. HAHA.
Hmm, texted him the whole day, even during tahfiz just now. Actually everyday he text me uh. So nothing special bout it. HAHA. LOL? Okaaay. I feel indifferent. :/
Why is that i feel.. something's wrong whenever i wanna talk about him? Why does it feel so wrong?
WEIRDD! Naaah, shall not think bout this.
Gonna post pics now! (:
Alrighteeey, goodnight people! :D And ohh,
iloveAMALINAverymuch! <3
HAHA, look at that indian guy. HAHAHHAHA!
:P
i <3 him! haha
best pic! :P
"be right backk." on 28 August 2009
JUST CAME BACK FROM CCA. TIRED. WILL UPDATE SOON.
I'm confused. Do i have the answers for every question that is still stucked in my head now? I need answers. I'm perplexed!RESULTS (!)
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MATHS: 43/50 = 86/100
ENGLISH: 22/38 (V BAD!)
SCIENCE: 32.5/50 = 64.5/100
MALAY: 37/50 = 74/100
LITERATURE: 37/50 = 74/100
GEOGRAPHY: 34.5/50 = 68.5/100
ART: 58/100
my results are atrocious! D:
"Friendship is everything," on 27 August 2009
HELLOHELLOHELLO ! :DD
I am back . Soooooo ! Where should i start ? (: Oh yeah , fasting . Haha , never fast for hmm .. 4 days alr . Lazy to payback ltr sia . Huuuuhhu . Hmm , schooool , was okaaay but someone kept irritating me . But overall , okay . Eventhough i was down , it was great when i was with amalina after sch and went to inter for awhile just now . HAHA . Kept laughing in the bus bout th pictures we took just now during Mass Exercise. Every week we slack by the staircase. (: Hmm , so went to inter and bought accessories . Amalina, too bought hair band and rubber band . Haha . We couldn't make our decision for what to buy . We took a long long time to choose what to buy . HAHAHA :D And at last we bought th same things. xDD Wee . HAHA.. Kkayy .
2ND AUGUST -- Met this someone. LOL. A FRIEND!
Hmm , i don't wanna make it so obvious , so i wanna keep it cool and personal. Not gonna talk bout him ;P But people know already . HAHA . Just dont want people think that i like him or what . Lol . ---
While i was in the bus with amalina just now , suddenly his name appeared on my hp screen , calling me . I was shocked uhh . Why he called ? LOL . But then it turned out to be his friend . IDK . He said his name was Hamid . Yeah right . Prank call sia ! -.- Then bla bla bla .. CRAP ..
Then he texted me and apologised profusely . HAHHAHAH . He couldnt help it . hahha . Relax uh . No big deal sia . It's nothing . Happened before . Not tha first time . So chiillll ! (:
Soo hmm , now let the pics do th talking . coz idk what else to say (:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HDNisbliEvE
"♥" on 24 August 2009
LAZY TO POST ! :P
P/S i ♥ him (:
"HAPPINESS IS NOT FOREVER." on 23 August 2009
HELLOHELLO(:
I am just feeling gay today, so i wanna post. But not for long.
1ST - Went Madrasah
2ND - Went Babysitters' house.
3RD - Bedok Inter.
My mum and i went to send the Baju Raya atr my babysitters house then my mum borak2 for awhile. LOL. Actually it was kinda long, then i just sit there and listen to them talking. Then, Went to Bedok Inter to buy new shoes, and buy groceries. See, i'm kind. Even it's fasting period, i helped my mum to run the errands. Actually we planned to go TM for the shoes but then it was raining. Hmm, yeah that's all i guess. I dont have anything to update here. HAHA. So i guess i'll post tmr then.
BYE-BYE :D
"Pssssstt !" on 22 August 2009
I'M BACK PEOPLE ! HAHA .
Yay ! I'm fasting ! :B
Not gonna be posting a proper one today but Insya-Allah on monday :D
Bye-bye !
"" on 11 August 2009
Hello , Im here to update ZHAKIRAH'S BLOGGIIE :) LOL !
I don't know what to say , BUT I HOPE SHE'LL GET WELL SOOON ;D
HAHAHA !
Blog updated ! ;]
Amalina !
"Ooh Ahh Sound (:" on 05 August 2009
HELLO HELLO PEOPLE :D Had fun yesterday. Especially dance period. HAHA. Okaaay, and went tampines after sch w amalina. (: then camwhore. soo today , was hurmm... not bad . aha . laughed quite alot too coz amalina and me everything the same. hahhahahahahaa. stayed back afterwards coz needa do geog test. kinda hard uh. huhu. and ooh, smth happened in sch. ): how sadistic can he be sia. so mean. sigh. he needs to get a life! seriously.
I DON'T WANNA GO OBS CAMP! PLS PLS PLS! I SWEAR I DON'T WANNA GO! D: IT'S GONNA BE 5 DAYS 4 NIGHTS MAN! WHO THE HELL WANNA GO SIA. I'VE BEGGED MY MUM, BUT NO AVAIL. AHH. PLUS, WHOSE GONNA PAY 210 BUCKS FOR THIS SIA. ARGHHH -.- I JUST DON'T WANNA GO! ): urgh! fertiliser! ;)
NO JOKE, haha. :D
"self-centeredness" on 03 August 2009
FIRST OF ALL,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AMALINA ♥
I know i've wished you yesterday but i wanna wish you again. (:
what a day ! first thing in the morning, spot-check - was the most embarrassing part of today . got myself standing infront of th whole damn school , because of my bloodyshiatzszx haaair ! wtfarggg riiiite ! argh , she's bias . ptb -.- nevermind . just now was the second time i'm supposed to stand in front of the huge crowd . *wekwek ahgh.
ah , then bla bla bla .. and so on and on . just don't have anything to write about . can't think of anything that happened just now . oh , yeaaah . during geog lesson , mr rahman(relief tchr) got me and fariz listened to his syarahan . haha . sorta . but it was kinda okay la , interesting . (: fariz's face was .. UH? but i think he was attentively listening to mr rahman . haha . smth bout his heart surgery or smth . lol . fun fun . anddd er.. adobe photoshop was okaay. haha, promised amalina smth (; *winks
*ohm* trying to cool down.
i don't wanna be impulsive. i don't wanna make decisions so abruptly that maybe you would hate me too. maybe i should just wait. but if things got worse, i know what i'm gonna do. do you know that it's useless if you keep ignoring me like this? i mean yeah, i don't care what you're gonna do, but it's kinda hurting me. think of it. and again, i know you don't care. but i care! it's my feeling. i can't let it stop. so, what should i do now? i've been seeing you for like.. idk, everyday? but please, what you're doing now is not the right way. you might not know what i'm feeling now coz to you, i'm nobody. don't make it hard for me. if you don't wanna make it my way, then fine. i don't wanna be bothered anymore. don't trust what other people's been saying to you. you know what i mean. i just don't get what i'm feeling right now. it's complex. why can't we be normal friends? i mean, err, yeah i know, we are sorta friends now, i think, but we don't act like as if we are. seriouly. that particular feeling overcomes me. and it concerns me. i don't know why i can't let you go. it's been 5 months, baby. see how time travels. urgh! i can't do anything right now but to just ignore you as well. that's the right thing to do when you're just ignoring me too. but listen, i can't stand it no more. you don't really hafta bury my head in the sand. don't turn a blind eye on me. you know how it feels like to be ignored. everyday. i can't take it anymore. so please, understand me.
"i know, i suck." on 01 August 2009
SAAAAAAP PEEEEEPS :DD I just love saturdays (: It was great . HAHA . Except that the weather was just hot just now . Hmm , first of all , went tahfiz . Like always . and then straight went to mac . Met my mum and my auntie there . Ehh , and oh ,
Nazeha stepped on a real , living , not dead , cockroach ! Yeah , she freaked out like hell . hahaa . and i was disgusted . eeeek . haha , okaaay . after mac , went home ./ but sis and cousins went tuition . (ahaha) .
Ahhhhh ! amalina's bday is just tmr ! :D and my hands are still empty w/o her gift yet . i can't think what to buy for her . and plus , i don't have money now . (*shrieks)
i rly needa give her presents mannn . huhhhu . uh , my stomach still hurts . i'm just being dumb by drinking milk when i'm still having diarrhea -.-"
i dont know how to say this , but frankly , i think i hate you . just letting it all out ; i don't think i'm doing the wrong thing . i should've known that you're just a plain stupid guy . you wanna be 2 person at the same time , who hates me , and just another one who likes me . what the fuck la . do you even have a brain ? you're simply wasting your time by doing this , seriously . and that is why i don't wanna waste my time on you . ugh ! hello ? wake up and smell the coffee ! BE REALISTIC .
i think you're just an eccentric guy . (hahaha) wow . i just want you think twice and know what you're doing , dear . sorry to say , you're imbellic , moronic , and so irrelevant . i'm so sick of you . yeah , i admit it . i don't like you , so can you getthahellouttamylife?