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"farg ." on 31 July 2009
So.. hello . *smiles* my stomach hurts alot ! and my .... ******
life's been a torture lately . i'm sick . didn't go school today . bcoz of diarrhea . yesterday was ... ahhh , unforgettable moment . amalina was sick , and me too . i kept going to th toilet . oh then went to general office , coz amalina wanna take medicated oil . it was then we hafta to take temp and all that .. then must wear mask uh -.- that stupid mask made us wanna vomit . soo we were like suffering uh bcoz of that mask -.- grrr .. i can say it was so terrible . but there was this part , me and amalina cried . and we laughed too . non-stop . we don't know what we're suppose to do coz the auntie gave us the form and the teacher was suppose to sign it . it was the leave school form , i think ? ahh , then we went to ISH coz it was ME lesson that time . everyone looked at us , like whaaaat sia ! so embarrassing . hahaha . then feel like vomitting again . ohhhh goshh . amalina ! i pity you sia . really . seriously . and also , thanks to the people who helped us yesterday . you know who you are (: we then went to classroom to take our bags and stuffs . haha . that was when we kept pushing each other coz we both dont wanna go in first . scared and malu ! haha . i gave in then just went in . didn't greet mr su . haha . and , phew ! he didnt say anything . everyone looked at us . yeaaah , duh ! haha . just kept quiet uh . hohoho ... uhm , we then rest at the care and concern room till after sch . amalina and me eventually were bored and we decided to take pictures (!) :DD hahahha . and then amalina went home first . coz no one seemed to be picking me up . mum was working and dad too . so i stayed till 2 plus . then went home by myself . didn't took th math retest. hahha . and just now , missed the geog test . woohooo . even DNT ! haha . yeah , i hate fridays :D glad didn't attend sch :]
soo now , i'm boredd . haha , my sister just made her own blog . JAKON UH EH ! thanks to me uh for helping you :D i'm the bessssst sista whaat ! :D hahah . jk . oooooh , currently transferring files to memory card . i'm changing phone w my sis . haha , a lil complicated , coz not used to using Samsung phone . ahh , i'm (wordless) nowww . so seeee ya till next post ;D I'M HUNGRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ! D:
k bye !
haha , wth (:
"i failed." on 29 July 2009
7/20. how bad is that? -.-
blogger buat hal ahhhhh! irritating, i wanna upload pics cannot. >.<
k uh bye!
"(:" on 28 July 2009
SOMETHING
IS
SURELY
VERY WRONG
WITH
BLOGGER
MAN!
URGH ! =.=
IS
SURELY
VERY WRONG
WITH
BLOGGER
MAN!
URGH ! =.=
just a short post fr today.
sorry cause ive not beeen updating quite recently. busy. haha. lazy actually(;
er, school was kinda ok lahs :D but i hate the relief teacher for maths. ugh.
hah, ok that's all i guess?
hafta go for tuition.
"Hello?" on 22 July 2009
Hahaha. Heeeey lovely humans <3
I'm happy tday. I mean i'm feelin ok tday. Evnthough some "BAD" things did happen just now. Oh and err.. bandaged my hand :{ AHHHH.. I hate malay period just now. Was asked to stand for the whole bloody lesson uh. Didn't bring book uh, then what? I think this is for the 3rd or 4th time i didn't bring books. Aahaha (: I didn't do it purposely uh, for sure. Just forgot. Then while standing, Shadi went on talking to himself, like usual. HAHAHAHA. Seriously funny sia!~ Then Amalina's mood came back(: YAY for her! HAHA. Well yeah, smth (hurtful) happened just now. Coz of Shadi too. Oh, and SHADI LOOOOOOOOVES TO TALK ON HIS OWN. Dontcha think he's like... damn weird? OH HE ISSSSS WEIRD! I asked him, why he likes to talk to himself, and this is wht he replied.. "coz i got no one understand me, only myself. so i better talk on my own laaa. and (making a grumpy face) :B HAHAHAHA . Amalina and me kept laughing. Teeeheees :] Okaaays, moving on to what happen after sch. :D
Went Whitesands and ate Macs with Diah and Amalina. Ate spicy wrap. Haha. And, Saw my last year friends. Sadly, they didn't recognize me. Boohooos D: Ooooh, and we took pics. I mean, its like d-u-h! Of course we took pics. Oh yeeeeeaahs. SWINNEY. HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHA. OKAAAY! Amalina was funny. HAHA. We were like laughing all the way, i mean, continuous laughing. HAHAAHAHA. We were like mad ppl. HAHA :D :D :D We laughed till we drop! Hoooooho. Then Diah took video. Heeeehs (: && THEN, HOME SWEET HOMEEEE :}
So, here i am. Currently chatting, and bored. I've done my malay hwks but not yet fr maths.
I AM SO ADDICTED TO "FALLIN' FOR YOU" SONG okaaay. wanna upload th pics. (:
I don't know but
I think I maybe
Fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting 'til I
Know you better
I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head
I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you
As I'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me
I'm trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head
I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you
Oh I just can't take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out
I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you
I think I'm fallin' for you
I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you
~
xoxo,
"why should i care ?" on 21 July 2009
oh hey humans(: finally, got an idea of a new URL :D hahaha, yeah i know its sorta lame. okaaay!
it woz ok just now sch. eh not really ok. NO MOODZXSZX. Ohyea. still don't know why. oh maybe i do, but it's just so hurtful to say. people would think i'm crazy, mad, emo.. or blablabla. but hey, these feelings can't seem to go away. i know, i admit that i'm emo sometimes. uh, not really emo la, but just looking like emo person. but i don't slash and i'm not anti-social. so yeaaah. i'm not really emo. (: haha. hmm.. everyday is like living in hell. i don't wanna go school, don't wanna do anything. when i say HELL, it means that i'm suffering in silence. people doesn't seem to notice laahs. of course. i'm questioning myself: HOW CAN I GET OVER THIS? AND WHEN CAN THIS BE OVER!? freakin'shiaaaattzxs! arghh! ~~~~
uhm, it was freakin' AWESOME ytd, webcam with AMALINA :D HAHHAHA. i mean, its not for the first time la. haha. but still, IT WAS G-RRR-AAA-TTE ! HAHAHA. LOL. We got some pics of it but i'm lazy to upload. plus, most of them were FUGLY. i mean my face.. lol. sorta. (: hahaha. kaaay, let's move on to yesterday in school. the phtoshop thingy was supadupadupadupadupa funnnnnnnn.. i guess? AHAH. okok la. fun la. that ramesh.. i can say that i do really adore him after all. haha. atfirst, NO NO NO! dhe mcm nk step mane pnye besaaaar! and thts why i hate him.. (used to hate him) now ok rdy la. ahhaha.
currently, ordering KFC online. mummy asked me to. but i don't want uh. trying to lose some weight. teeeehees. soo i'm just gonna enjoy looking at my parents eating the supaduppadelicious chicken! boohoos. *thumbs down* lol. hmm.. i'm also currently into indie music, electronic music.. and those kinds of music la.. haha. they're niceeeeee uhs :D ok uh, i wanna go order now.
byeee humans! :D
xoxo,
"th perfect stranger." on 17 July 2009
guess what. i didn't laugh for the whole day. i mean, in sch. hah. lol lame uh ;
well, i'm now into.. emo songs and all those crapxzs. / ahhhh.. wth.
it doesnt look like im havin problems and all.. but.. uh idk! i cant figure out what is the cause of all this. i'm happy, then sad. then happy again. and then sad sad sad. -.- urgh. i don't understand myself. and and, what's with all these love quotes, short love phrases that i'm into with.. ? :/ dotdotxzx. i need someone to re-teach me how to live life. ahh anyone????
OMG! I'M TALKING SHIT RIGHT NOW!
some people understand, but some don't. every human being has faced this kind of problem, right? :l idk what is should do. i don't wanna go back. i don't wanna be how i used to be. sometimes, i blame the person for doing this to me. but i know, that isn't the right thing to do. and now, idk what else i should say. LOL.
<3
All this time i was looking for love
Trying to make things work
They weren't good enough till
I thought i'm through, said i'm done
and stumbled into the arms of love;
Trying to make things work
They weren't good enough till
I thought i'm through, said i'm done
and stumbled into the arms of love;
XOXO,
"" on 16 July 2009
YOU'RE JUST A DAMN FCKIN' ASSHOLE!
"Anyone but not you." on 15 July 2009
Olaaaa :D
I seriously can't think of anything to write about now.. Hmm, ytd i watched the video at iskandar's blog. And i was like laughing my hearts out! Hahahaaaha! damn hilarious lorr.I got no time to post ytd, coz of tuition. Then at home watched anugeraaaaahhhh! Hahahha. And urgh, Wawan masok! -.- WTH laaa. And my beloved SEIN was eliminated. D: I was about to cry sia when he wasn't chosen for th Wildcard... But on the brightside, My kunjung masokk! Heeeh. And my Hydir! That cute boyyy :DD
Hhohohoh. K... Uhh, i was okay in sch just now. But kinda irritated by someone. Amalina n Amirahh knows who. Yeaaaa. Swear he is damn annoying. Ihatehim sia! So unreasonable nk mampos. -.-" Ugh.
What else uh? Uhhmm.. Oh yaaa. Somth happened when me and Amalina was going home just now. We were taking some pics uh while walking.. and we know some KPO ppl were looking at us. Then then .. we didn't realize there were 2 policemen at the side. AHAH! Amalina and me was taking a funshot pic, then we didn't know th police saw. Kekek siaaaa! :D Haha. When we walked infront, one of the policemen said, "best amek gmbr?" i think that was what he said to us. HAHHAHA. Then me and amalina were like laughing all the way till she went to MRT station and me went to bus stop. HAHAAA. 8D Yup :]
Mmmm, okaay. till here then.
See yaaa!
xoxo;
"It's like a song, when it first begins." on 13 July 2009
How can i ever face the truth?
It pulls me in.
Hello humans(: Currently not in the mood. I'm unwell. Headaches!!!! -.-
School was like.. SHIT. Uh, Yupp. But still, okaay coz took alil pics :}
I'm siccckkk, but still fasting. NOOOOO MOOOOD D:
Oh deaaar, what is wrong with me nowadays!? Feel like crap la, feel like wanna cry every moment, feel like there's no point being here in this world laaa.. and all tht. Ahhh.. All that are just your emotions zhakirah! Urghh. Got no mood to do anything! Whatthahell's happening to me?! What should i say now? :/
Hello humans(: Currently not in the mood. I'm unwell. Headaches!!!! -.-
School was like.. SHIT. Uh, Yupp. But still, okaay coz took alil pics :}
I'm siccckkk, but still fasting. NOOOOO MOOOOD D:
Oh deaaar, what is wrong with me nowadays!? Feel like crap la, feel like wanna cry every moment, feel like there's no point being here in this world laaa.. and all tht. Ahhh.. All that are just your emotions zhakirah! Urghh. Got no mood to do anything! Whatthahell's happening to me?! What should i say now? :/
"I'm not over it (?)" on 09 July 2009
Yo yo yo ! Cucu-cucuku ! HAHHA . K so laaaame ! Haha . That was what we were laughing abt during malay . Heh .
Kay, i'm gonna blog about yesterday (:
08-07-09 -
Nothing much in school; After sch, remedial, then went HOME . Mummy was on MC so .. we went to Mustafa Centre then . Haha . Damn tired sehhy ! After sch go jalan2 . Wth uh . Actually wanted to buy new TV , but in the end, never buy nything . URGH -.- Then suddenly my mood was ): I was half dead, half alive . I was too tired rdy .
Sis told me my face was pale . HAHA . Yeeah . I was DAMN TIRED AND SLEEPY !
My eyes were small and red alr sia . Hais . After mamam, went home straight-away. Ehhhhh . No no . Went to buy smth first . Bought new perfume and some other things, then went home. (: Haha . Went to bed straight away . Texted Amalina also uh . Then cannot tahan ready, sleeeeep uh. :D So yeah. That is all . HAHAH XDD.
Dont mind the lameeee pichas :/
09-07-09 - Just now (:
Heyya peeeeeps ;
HOHO.
Had LOTSA LOTSA LOTSA FUN just now in school / HAHA . At first , no mood then during art, okaaay alr . HAHA . Coz me n Amalina were laughing WAY TOO MUCH rdy . Hahaha . Yeah . We were like mad women just now . Then ppl in front turned at us . AHHAH (: Amirah threw the ONION at Kietthi snd Shariz . Then Amalina went on laughing bcoz ... the onion ... HAHA :/ LOL nvm (: SECRET :l
HAHHA. Seriously it was fun ! Kept laughing abt OBEK still . Yup, we ain't gonna stop talking abt .. OBEK (: Hohoho . During recess was CRAAAYZEEE ! Took damn lotsa pics till Acap said we were insane. HAHA. Yeeeea we are! :P During malay too . _ _ _ _ _ had everything upon us . HAHAHHAHAH :D lols ._.
Ahh, then went to take pics . again . like always ! :DD Heeeehs . Okayy .
Here's the pics we took during recess and after sch (: (:
I swear she is damn cute! :D
She ain't cryin' kaaay. (: (:
Half of AMALINA . Heh
HAHAHA. :P
LOL. Srry Shadi :D
I'm done here :D~
Tell me why? You're so hard to forget.
Think the feeling came back to me. It was all of a sudden. Ah. IDK!
It's so hard for me. I don't think i wanna be in love again. I'm confused. D:
I don't feel like going to school anymore. I don't feel like doing anything. All i want to do is just sit down, and just be alone. For now. It seems that my life has gone from good to bad. And i don't know how this happen/. Why? Ugh. Is it you? Or maybe.. i'm just over-reacting. I know this won't work for me but how am i suppose to continue my life if i'm just being like this all the way? Heeeeeeeeeelp! D:
To me, you're a complete stranger now. Even if i see you, i would just fake a smile on my face. You know nothing. NOTHING! I know you don't care and i know you won't be here anymore for me. How am i suppose to be myself, be normal .. if i keep doing this - faking a smile, pretend everything's okay, and just live my life as per normal? Seriously, this is hard for me. It's difficult to just let it go! I'm not someone, who would just come and go out of your bloody life kay. I don't know how to say this; Coz i'm confused right now. Puzzled! I thought maybe my love for you has came back but.... maybe it's not? Hell yeah. CONFUSED! Why must the feeling came back and bug me? Why can't my life be like the past few months when we're not together? Why must it be me? It kills me this way. Everytime when i see your face, i would feel like .. .... urgh ! I can't say it . No words could describe the way i feel towards you .
I guess i should just fight away the feeling and let it be gone. Forever perhaps. I don't want it to come back. I don't wanna be like how i used to be. Oh god. How can i ever let this feeling go away? - A CONFUSED GIRL
Think the feeling came back to me. It was all of a sudden. Ah. IDK!
It's so hard for me. I don't think i wanna be in love again. I'm confused. D:
I don't feel like going to school anymore. I don't feel like doing anything. All i want to do is just sit down, and just be alone. For now. It seems that my life has gone from good to bad. And i don't know how this happen/. Why? Ugh. Is it you? Or maybe.. i'm just over-reacting. I know this won't work for me but how am i suppose to continue my life if i'm just being like this all the way? Heeeeeeeeeelp! D:
To me, you're a complete stranger now. Even if i see you, i would just fake a smile on my face. You know nothing. NOTHING! I know you don't care and i know you won't be here anymore for me. How am i suppose to be myself, be normal .. if i keep doing this - faking a smile, pretend everything's okay, and just live my life as per normal? Seriously, this is hard for me. It's difficult to just let it go! I'm not someone, who would just come and go out of your bloody life kay. I don't know how to say this; Coz i'm confused right now. Puzzled! I thought maybe my love for you has came back but.... maybe it's not? Hell yeah. CONFUSED! Why must the feeling came back and bug me? Why can't my life be like the past few months when we're not together? Why must it be me? It kills me this way. Everytime when i see your face, i would feel like .. .... urgh ! I can't say it . No words could describe the way i feel towards you .
I guess i should just fight away the feeling and let it be gone. Forever perhaps. I don't want it to come back. I don't wanna be like how i used to be. Oh god. How can i ever let this feeling go away? - A CONFUSED GIRL
"Truth Is A Lie," on 07 July 2009
My hairr! Hah.
Heeey, just nw was kinda shocking for P.E lesson. Yeah, cause the instructor taught my last year sch DANCE too laaaa. Haiiiya. But just now was okaay la. Better than last year. Arggh, SWAY UH! I don't like her that much. Hoho. K nvm -.-
Straight aftr sch... ehhh no. After sch took some pics first. then went WHITESANDS with .. who else. AMALINA (: Hahaha. Followed her there. Hahs, actually i wanted to go to popular, then just follow her uh. Hahaa. Soo funn leh! XDD. Go popular then Took like..
Starting from today, i promise myself not to play computer more than 2 hours. HAHAHAHAHA! Ms Farinna said, must be fair uh. Play com, must study too what. LOL yea.. hahaah.
Uh okaay! That's all fr today ? Till here ..
Amalina cute!
Oh ya, i was laughing :D
I look FUGLY.
This was... HAHAHA. Wtf sia.
BLUR :/
Heeh, me SHORT
Uh, candid! Hoho.
(: Bbt. Creds to AMALINA.
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"Is it me?" on 03 July 2009
Alien shit uh ! Wtf sia . He keeps bothering me --" !
Anyways, hi. HELP ME UH! People keep texting me, saying nonsense things. At first i didn't bother to care but i became worst actually. Day after day, another person called. Who the hell sia. Yesterday, at night, a person called me. I picked it up uh. I didn't wanto actually. Hm, then, i kind of don't understand what he was saying but then, he said... "STOP LOVING ASHADA" . Gawddammit uh sia! Seriously, i was so pissed off! Then, i texted him by saying "who the hell are you," And he replied, "ALI". Huhhh? Who again? Thenn i asked what was the call for jst now. He saidd.. he likes me, coz i'm cute. Sumpah i was really really mad uhh. Then i asked him bout the ashada thingyy. He said coz he's jealous. And he asked, is there any relationship between me and ashada. That was his exact words uh. Ehh, wtfarg uh! I'm not with him anymore sia. Didn't he know that? Lame shit. :/ URGGGHHH. He said, he was from 2e2. and thgen got " I THINK" at the msg. yeaayeaaa. LIAR uh. Ugh. Damnnnnn it.... Even amalina was pissed off. Alot of unknown callers call her sia. AND ME TOO. -----.----- !
Sooo, yeahh. Just nw in school nothing interesting happen actually. Took lotsa candid pics. Yasmin, liana, and amalina.// I hate fridays uhh! I hate DNT. It sucks. Then while waiting for teacher, a siren was heard. HAHAHA. I think coz of the boys stucked in the toilet. Pity sia. Haha. 3 sec2 boys were stucked. D: Haha.
LOL. Uhh, then FT period. Got our class photoS. So lmbt sia. Lots of the classes gotten back ready. Then now then got. Aiyo. I swear, Swear! HATE THE CLASS PHOTOS! I looked, fugly. Like seriously siaa. Hais. UGLY!
OKAAAY. That's all fr today, i guess? Heh. (:
