"Loads or things to think about, plus you." on 05 January 2010
I feel nerdy today.
Oh maybe because i am nerdy.
Okay so yeah, school was okay, wayyy better than yesterday.
Except that i still hate my hair.
It gives me this feeling.. that i can't explain.
Maybe.. i just have low self-esteem.
No not maybe.
I have low self-esteem.
I'm self-conscious, and thats for sure.
Actually i got lotsa things to say here but i my mind just went blank everytime i begin my post.
Sooo, no lessons in school just now, but yet, i'm friggin tired.
I had cramps all over my body yesterday eventho i did nthg in sch.
Oh, Mr Lim chose our Chairperson and V.Chairperson just now.
Chairperson: Benji.
V.Chairperson: Kietthipong!
Thanks to me, Yasmin, Alena and other someone who voted for Kietthi :P
Well, vice-chair, GOOD LUCK.
I am sooo talking shit right now.
Oh and anyways, maybe changing CCA is not a good idea for me.
I've made up mind, and i am not gonna transfer CCA.
Yay?
Or Booohoo?
Maybe i shouldn't care of what others would say or think about SJAB.
People think its lame.
Well yeah, that CCA sucks, to be honest.
I'm sorry but i just have zero interest in that CCA.
Pffffffft.
Like what i've promised in the 'Letter to myself", i shall not quit that CCA, and will slowly have passion for it.
Maybe one day i would realize that that CCA is fun?
Oh who cares?
Wait, stop being egoistic. - NOTE TO SELF.
I am talking nothing but craps about schooool!
Bahh, i am tired ):
And y'know what?
My mum set parental controls on this laptop.
How greaaaat is that huh?!
Stupid.
Idiot!
Each thought of you drives me wild.
Oh, I'm losing my mind.
How can i ever stop this?
I'm SO not being myself these past few days.
Sometimes, i would suddenly break down, and cry.
I'm miserable.
School's bothering me kinda lately.
Eventhough its just the second day of school, i got lotsa things to think about.
I'm so stressed up.
Friends. Family. Studies. Life. The world.
Its all revolving around me!
OMG. Its more than i could ever imagine.
There's more to think of.
what is actually going on??
i just hope you're fine.
ohhh, maybe someday..