FIRST OF ALL,



what a day ! first thing in the morning, spot-check - was the most embarrassing part of today . got myself standing infront of th whole damn school , because of my bloodyshiatzszx haaair ! wtfarggg riiiite ! argh , she's bias . ptb -.- nevermind . just now was the second time i'm supposed to stand in front of the huge crowd . *wekwek ahgh.
ah , then bla bla bla .. and so on and on . just don't have anything to write about . can't think of anything that happened just now . oh , yeaaah . during geog lesson , mr rahman(relief tchr) got me and fariz listened to his syarahan . haha . sorta . but it was kinda okay la , interesting . (: fariz's face was .. UH? but i think he was attentively listening to mr rahman . haha . smth bout his heart surgery or smth . lol . fun fun . anddd er.. adobe photoshop was okaay. haha, promised amalina smth (; *winks





*ohm* trying to cool down.
i don't wanna be impulsive. i don't wanna make decisions so abruptly that maybe you would hate me too. maybe i should just wait. but if things got worse, i know what i'm gonna do. do you know that it's useless if you keep ignoring me like this? i mean yeah, i don't care what you're gonna do, but it's kinda hurting me. think of it. and again, i know you don't care. but i care! it's my feeling. i can't let it stop. so, what should i do now? i've been seeing you for like.. idk, everyday? but please, what you're doing now is not the right way. you might not know what i'm feeling now coz to you, i'm nobody. don't make it hard for me. if you don't wanna make it my way, then fine. i don't wanna be bothered anymore. don't trust what other people's been saying to you. you know what i mean. i just don't get what i'm feeling right now. it's complex. why can't we be normal friends? i mean, err, yeah i know, we are sorta friends now, i think, but we don't act like as if we are. seriouly. that particular feeling overcomes me. and it concerns me. i don't know why i can't let you go. it's been 5 months, baby. see how time travels. urgh! i can't do anything right now but to just ignore you as well. that's the right thing to do when you're just ignoring me too. but listen, i can't stand it no more. you don't really hafta bury my head in the sand. don't turn a blind eye on me. you know how it feels like to be ignored. everyday. i can't take it anymore. so please, understand me.

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