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"I'm not over it (?)" on 09 July 2009
Yo yo yo ! Cucu-cucuku ! HAHHA . K so laaaame ! Haha . That was what we were laughing abt during malay . Heh .
Kay, i'm gonna blog about yesterday (:
08-07-09 -
Nothing much in school; After sch, remedial, then went HOME . Mummy was on MC so .. we went to Mustafa Centre then . Haha . Damn tired sehhy ! After sch go jalan2 . Wth uh . Actually wanted to buy new TV , but in the end, never buy nything . URGH -.- Then suddenly my mood was ): I was half dead, half alive . I was too tired rdy .
Sis told me my face was pale . HAHA . Yeeah . I was DAMN TIRED AND SLEEPY !
My eyes were small and red alr sia . Hais . After mamam, went home straight-away. Ehhhhh . No no . Went to buy smth first . Bought new perfume and some other things, then went home. (: Haha . Went to bed straight away . Texted Amalina also uh . Then cannot tahan ready, sleeeeep uh. :D So yeah. That is all . HAHAH XDD.
Dont mind the lameeee pichas :/
09-07-09 - Just now (:
Heyya peeeeeps ;
HOHO.
Had LOTSA LOTSA LOTSA FUN just now in school / HAHA . At first , no mood then during art, okaaay alr . HAHA . Coz me n Amalina were laughing WAY TOO MUCH rdy . Hahaha . Yeah . We were like mad women just now . Then ppl in front turned at us . AHHAH (: Amirah threw the ONION at Kietthi snd Shariz . Then Amalina went on laughing bcoz ... the onion ... HAHA :/ LOL nvm (: SECRET :l
HAHHA. Seriously it was fun ! Kept laughing abt OBEK still . Yup, we ain't gonna stop talking abt .. OBEK (: Hohoho . During recess was CRAAAYZEEE ! Took damn lotsa pics till Acap said we were insane. HAHA. Yeeeea we are! :P During malay too . _ _ _ _ _ had everything upon us . HAHAHHAHAH :D lols ._.
Ahh, then went to take pics . again . like always ! :DD Heeeehs . Okayy .
Here's the pics we took during recess and after sch (: (:
I swear she is damn cute! :D
She ain't cryin' kaaay. (: (:
Half of AMALINA . Heh
HAHAHA. :P
LOL. Srry Shadi :D
I'm done here :D~
Tell me why? You're so hard to forget.
Think the feeling came back to me. It was all of a sudden. Ah. IDK!
It's so hard for me. I don't think i wanna be in love again. I'm confused. D:
I don't feel like going to school anymore. I don't feel like doing anything. All i want to do is just sit down, and just be alone. For now. It seems that my life has gone from good to bad. And i don't know how this happen/. Why? Ugh. Is it you? Or maybe.. i'm just over-reacting. I know this won't work for me but how am i suppose to continue my life if i'm just being like this all the way? Heeeeeeeeeelp! D:
To me, you're a complete stranger now. Even if i see you, i would just fake a smile on my face. You know nothing. NOTHING! I know you don't care and i know you won't be here anymore for me. How am i suppose to be myself, be normal .. if i keep doing this - faking a smile, pretend everything's okay, and just live my life as per normal? Seriously, this is hard for me. It's difficult to just let it go! I'm not someone, who would just come and go out of your bloody life kay. I don't know how to say this; Coz i'm confused right now. Puzzled! I thought maybe my love for you has came back but.... maybe it's not? Hell yeah. CONFUSED! Why must the feeling came back and bug me? Why can't my life be like the past few months when we're not together? Why must it be me? It kills me this way. Everytime when i see your face, i would feel like .. .... urgh ! I can't say it . No words could describe the way i feel towards you .
I guess i should just fight away the feeling and let it be gone. Forever perhaps. I don't want it to come back. I don't wanna be like how i used to be. Oh god. How can i ever let this feeling go away? - A CONFUSED GIRL
Think the feeling came back to me. It was all of a sudden. Ah. IDK!
It's so hard for me. I don't think i wanna be in love again. I'm confused. D:
I don't feel like going to school anymore. I don't feel like doing anything. All i want to do is just sit down, and just be alone. For now. It seems that my life has gone from good to bad. And i don't know how this happen/. Why? Ugh. Is it you? Or maybe.. i'm just over-reacting. I know this won't work for me but how am i suppose to continue my life if i'm just being like this all the way? Heeeeeeeeeelp! D:
To me, you're a complete stranger now. Even if i see you, i would just fake a smile on my face. You know nothing. NOTHING! I know you don't care and i know you won't be here anymore for me. How am i suppose to be myself, be normal .. if i keep doing this - faking a smile, pretend everything's okay, and just live my life as per normal? Seriously, this is hard for me. It's difficult to just let it go! I'm not someone, who would just come and go out of your bloody life kay. I don't know how to say this; Coz i'm confused right now. Puzzled! I thought maybe my love for you has came back but.... maybe it's not? Hell yeah. CONFUSED! Why must the feeling came back and bug me? Why can't my life be like the past few months when we're not together? Why must it be me? It kills me this way. Everytime when i see your face, i would feel like .. .... urgh ! I can't say it . No words could describe the way i feel towards you .
I guess i should just fight away the feeling and let it be gone. Forever perhaps. I don't want it to come back. I don't wanna be like how i used to be. Oh god. How can i ever let this feeling go away? - A CONFUSED GIRL
